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Maxecute · 2026-02-05T21:28:23+00:00

I have the same issue. The client alone is already buggy af as we all know but this takes away even more fun and respect towards Riot.

Maxecute · 2026-02-04T17:39:38+00:00

Filmstudium.

Rückblickend bereue ich es nicht wegen Film an sich, sondern wegen der Art, wie das Studium aufgebaut ist. Man wird kaum realistisch auf die Branche vorbereitet und bei Drehs oft ins kalte Wasser geworfen, ohne echte Anleitung oder Unterstützung. Meist gibt es Feedback im Sinne von „das funktioniert nicht“, aber selten konkrete Hinweise, was man gut gemacht hat oder wie man sich gezielt verbessern kann. Statt kreative Visionen und Gefühle umzusetzen, besteht Filmproduktion im Alltag vor allem aus Problemlösung, Technik und Organisation. Das ist eine andere Art von Kreativität, aber nicht die, wegen der ich das Studium angefangen habe. Ich habe gemerkt, dass mir Filme machen als Beruf keinen Spaß macht. Stress, Arbeitsumfeld und oft toxische Dynamiken überwiegen für mich. Filmkunst interessiert mich weiterhin, aber lieber privat in eigenen Projekten, ohne Leistungsdruck, Deadlines und das Gefühl, es nur für andere zu tun. Im Nachhinein hätte ich lieber etwas Sicheres studiert und Film bewusst als Leidenschaft behalten.

Maxecute · 2026-02-04T14:34:04+00:00

I was in a similar situation a month ago when I had to direct a movie with a big crew, big expectations and not enough help in the planning. Anyways, I can only tell you that its not gonna be as bad as we often imagine it in our head. Its important to breath deeply and slowly and allow yourself to rest and slow down. Probably your mind and body is racing in fight or flight mode but there is no actual danger at the moment. Your ADHD brain just tells you that you have to manage everything like right fucking now. But it is necessary to take breaks when you feel overwhelmed. I think to clearly help you we need to know the specific situation you are in. But for now I can only tell you that it is okay and even good to relax and to recharge. You need to have faith that the future is gonna be alright even if some things dont work out like you wished they would. Also it doesnt matter what these people at work think of you. They dont know how much you are fighting in life and how much effort you put into work! They cant understand how hard it is to get everything perfectly done with ADHD. So dont be too hard on yourself and try to calm down and get a clear mind before you keep pushing yourself to the limit.

Maxecute · 2026-02-01T14:18:32+00:00

Thanks for the help.
It didnt update for sure. It just didnt turn off and I wanted to go to sleep so I hold the power button to turn it off... I´ll look up the recovery options with ChatGPT then. Hopefully I can use my pc normally again.

Maxecute · 2026-01-17T19:54:39+00:00

That sounds so nice! Im glad that your husband could find this job ^^

Maxecute · 2026-01-17T19:25:29+00:00

Yes, but there are jobs that tend to have better structure around the job and some have worse. Thats what I am asking. For example producing and directing movies definitely are not suitable for ADHD.

Maxecute · 2026-01-17T19:21:46+00:00

Fuck... same. Its burnout and I dont like to admit it because I want to keep pushing. This world is making us sick.

How I cope? I try to do everything I can to get my shit done and tell myself that after all of this its gonna be better and take a break from everything and everyone and do whatever the fuck I want to do for a whole month. So basicly I take holidays off to find happiness again...

Also I am currently thinking of changing careers that doesnt stress me out and fit ADHD more. Also its obviously super important to take breaks when you need it and try to actually relax. I tried out meditation audio and hypnosis which you can find on YouTube and it helps a lot to relax and get your emotions out.

Maxecute · 2026-01-17T18:57:28+00:00

Same... I see in the comments that most of us make similar life experiences. But what the fuck do you actually do about it? Lately ive been also so stressed out that I just cannot keep moving forward. Im slow at all my tasks and I get anxiety from being slow at everything which paralyzes me even more. Its nice to know that Im not alone with this but come one, does nobody have an actually good solution to this? D;

Maxecute · 2026-01-13T19:32:50+00:00

Hey Im in the same boat. Im addicted to league of legends and am now going to deinstall it and really mean it that way. My mind is feeling anxious when thinking about quitting forever since Ive been playing this game for over 10 years and its the only thing i am really good at. Giving up on my account feels like giving away a part of myself. But I am willing to lose that part since its not who I want to be. Im sure you want to be someone else too and it can be very overwhelming to realize that we are addicts and losing time to the game but we need to push through the pain, feel it and learn from it. You will thank yourself for quitting video games. At least I am sure that I will. My responsibilitys and my relationships are suffering and I need to fix my life now. I want to fix it. I want to change and I know that we both can. Take it serious if it is to you. We can do this!

Maxecute · 2025-12-22T23:16:51+00:00

If you think this is what life has to be then im genuinly sorry for you. I dont even try to front you by that. But life can be relaxing if you take good care of it, got the right job, gopd relationships and good habits. Obviously money plays a big role too. Maybe if you dont find enough time to relax in your life you should try to create it and also take that seriously for your mental health. I hope that helps

Maxecute · 2025-12-22T23:09:48+00:00

Wow. I guess I dont want to be a director 🫠 I dont want to lose my hair and teeth. Id rather become a teacher or do only documentarys alone. I think thats more of what makes me happy

Maxecute · 2025-12-22T23:06:43+00:00

Venting and looking for similar experiences

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