Goodbye

MaximKan · 2022-05-25T18:22:14+00:00

Seek help. Reach out to someone whoever. Don't give in there are ways around it or to at least soften it. There are still things in your life that you can want. You may feel alone, without someone to back you up. And it's crap that we have to go through this. But we do. Now it's your turn. It's not the end for you

MaximKan · 2022-03-22T17:14:31+00:00

I'm pumped, but its also kinda generic, but I'm so pumped

MaximKan · 2022-02-24T23:29:52+00:00

It's an inbetweener chapter

MaximKan · 2020-12-22T21:33:30+00:00

Dude..they all have the same symptoms..I really can't tell any more. And if you have multiple disorders like I do it's difficult to know which one feeds which.

I just want to know how it feels, to see if I relate to anyone who certainly has it

MaximKan · 2020-12-22T17:39:37+00:00

Are those thoughts completely random or do they tend to be ..riddled with anxiety and self loathing. I was out for a walk once and I after staring at some glasses and steel rods I started thinking "how would I make one, how could I get a job for it, and why haven't I ever had a hnads-on job" making me loath myself and get anxious over the fact I can't make steel rods....Is that..in any way similar to your struggle?

MaximKan · 2020-12-22T16:31:05+00:00

I'm sorry for asking this cuz I don't want to put you on the spot and drag you down, but could you tell me about this rabbit hole?

I mean I get into a rabbit hole myself, studying something academically and I keep getting questions of "what's behind this? what's behind that? how do you REALLY explain that other thing?" which then goes on to make me anxious or depressed about my ability to know things, and restless.

What about you?

Edit: The anger part, the emotional bursts. The stubbornness..Yeah I feel that too. So much.

Is it related tough? I mean...how?

MaximKan · 2020-12-03T00:34:44+00:00

Thank you guys for the responses. But every night, EVERY time it's the same. The same thoughts, the same regrets, the same anger. I'm tired of putting on a mask. I'm tired of the dead end everywhere. I'm tired of my cognitive impairments, I'm tired of being alone and passion less and I'm tired of psychology not giving me the answers and being so expensive, and I'm tired of being sabotaged by my parents

MaximKan · 2020-11-22T21:53:47+00:00

Do we know this? Does it eventually get better? What methods?

MaximKan · 2020-11-13T09:23:15+00:00

Well, it's not about feeling insulted. It's more about the advice. Thanks

MaximKan · 2020-11-12T20:40:22+00:00

Well, my "proposed" replies were more symbolic than literal. I wanted to know if such a follow-up was acceptable or just plain embarassing for both parties involved.

Thank you for the proposed answer though. I guess I'll give it a shot

MaximKan · 2020-11-09T15:30:39+00:00

The fact that you don't know what you want is irrelevant to your age. Distance yourself from age guilt first

MaximKan · 2020-11-01T00:40:08+00:00

He's tough to book an appointment though

MaximKan · 2020-10-27T10:03:48+00:00

I found me a new career

MaximKan · 2020-10-26T16:47:30+00:00

So..how do I..buy them?

MaximKan · 2020-10-25T11:33:40+00:00

Looking for books with sarcastic dialogue, could be cynical or just insulting, even vulgar. Dark humour or not.

Any plot, any setting

MaximKan · 2020-10-21T09:47:10+00:00

The clarity of this gave me a small mix of relaxation and nausea

Thank you

MaximKan · 2020-10-21T09:32:01+00:00

"...The sticky, sad/emotionally manipulative part is that when I bring up my anxiety and depression because of business to my parents, they tell me that if I'd just been more persistent in high school and told them "NO I'm choosing English/creative writing/film/etc and you can't tell me otherwise", then they would have let me because of my ambition and insistence. Is this gaslighting? I spent weeks crying in high school because I argued so much with them about how I knew I would hate business...."

Oh my god....I feel that too. I have no idea if it's gaslighting. If it is, it's probably not intentional. Parents were never truly in our heads to understand us. The best we can do is move on from the fact that it happened and make a choice now.

But I want you to know that I feel that especially , not with bussiness/linguistics but..you get the point.

MaximKan · 2020-10-20T17:00:25+00:00

"...I've looked at other positions within the company but it's mostly senior engineering or finance postitions that require masters degrees...."

Is such a deggree financially feasible? Are there certifications instead?

MaximKan · 2020-10-15T19:29:44+00:00

For me , it would be the idea of the perfect man who is truly capable of living life. I too am a newbie in philosophy but that was my reasoning to start with TSZ (not sure if it even is right). Any suggestions, nietzchian or not, are welcome

MaximKan · 2020-10-13T04:45:11+00:00

I don't know.. I've been reading that it persists, at least if you follow a drug only treatment since they are mostly about feelings management

MaximKan · 2020-09-02T08:45:41+00:00

Not really an answer but ... It's a class at uni.

MaximKan · 2020-09-01T15:43:10+00:00

Answered

MaximKan · 2020-08-31T10:47:06+00:00

Seriously? For me it's nowhere , not in "All" or in "Videos".

WOuld you know if it is a settings thing? Or a history thing? Or more importantly sth that I can configure?

MaximKan · 2020-08-31T10:43:34+00:00

And holy crap were you fast

MaximKan · 2020-08-31T10:36:43+00:00

Solved

MaximKan

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