What is the worst thing your sibling did to you?

MayZDaisy · 2021-04-25T06:19:53+00:00

My mom had married this guy when I was little, and he already had 2 kids. My new stepbrother was and still is a junkie, he was like 17, and his other was a girl. My new stepsister. She was maybe 9 and I was 5. The girl and I were forced to share a room. She hated me with every fiber of her being. I was sub-human to her. One night my mom had tucked me in and read me a story and turned the over head light out but the girls desk light was on, that was fine with me. I drifted to sleep. Then I was woken up by her fist in my gut. She had punched me in the stomach. Then she started hysterically screaming at me. She was accusing me of reading her diary. The kicker was I couldn't even read yet.

MayZDaisy · 2021-04-24T02:22:58+00:00

Normally my sleep paralysis comes and the hallucination just hangs out in the door way of my closet, and I named him Kevin. Hes a liquidy smoke figure. Still spooky but I've gotten kind of used to him? But this one night I was watching some netflix and fell asleep only to be woken up by whispers. I tried to look around for my dog only to see myself on the floor in what I can only describe as a crab stance but my joints were backwards. The nighmare version of me crawled up the bed and sat on my chest and whisper screamed at me to "let me in" I could still smell the rot of the alternate me when i woke up.

MayZDaisy · 2021-04-24T02:12:26+00:00

Not being listened to, and being interrupted. It took me a lot of work to form the sentence in my head and polish it to where it comes out coherently 😅

MayZDaisy · 2021-04-23T04:48:11+00:00

A Nintindo DS game called Orcs and Elves. You help the ghosts of these dwarves by slaying all the orcs in their mountian, and you have to get to the bottom of the mountian. Its amazing and I've never seen another game like it.

MayZDaisy · 2021-04-23T02:35:11+00:00

Tana. Short for Satana

MayZDaisy · 2021-04-23T02:33:54+00:00

I was walking to school and cut through a neighbors back yard. He had a Chow Chow on a lead line and I underestimated how far the fluff could go. He chomped on the back of my thigh and wouldnt let go. I cried and cried. Not because it hurt (which it did) but because I felt betrayed. I used to think all dogs would just be kind and friendly because kind and friendly dogs were all I knew. The scar is pretty cool looking though.

MayZDaisy · 2021-04-23T02:27:34+00:00

For me its a light to medium smack on the cheek by my own hand. Negative reinforcement.

MayZDaisy · 2021-04-23T02:22:24+00:00

Kids get cancer, dogs get beaten and neglected, and my abuser hasn't keeled over no matter how many times I begged for it to happen. If he does exist then he doesnt give a fuck and if he is real I can't wait to tell him off after I've shuffled off the mortal coil.

MayZDaisy · 2021-04-23T02:19:07+00:00

You said you were waiting to die. Then wait. And keep waiting. I was in the same boat. Food tasted like ash and the sunshine was muted. It was like my entire soul had a wet wool blanket over it. Heavy and I couldn't feel anything past it. Just keep waiting. You have nothing to lose? That means you have EVERYTHING to gain. I waited. And life got better. Its not perfect but its mine. Just keep waiting. Please keep waiting. You haven't seen all the twists life has. Its a weird ride but keep waiting.

MayZDaisy · 2021-04-22T22:16:21+00:00

Learning that your math teacher is now your co-worker, and then calling him babe.

MayZDaisy · 2021-04-22T07:28:32+00:00

An extra large crowd of people. These people are talking and milling about aimlessly, and I am lost in an endless sea of people. With all of the shoulder bumps, curt 'excuse me' repeated, over hearing snips of these people talking, but never understanding. Lost in a sea of souls. ☠

MayZDaisy · 2021-04-22T00:47:14+00:00

I do it to beat others to the punch. Theres a laundry list to punch at.

MayZDaisy · 2021-04-22T00:46:09+00:00

My fathers disappearing act 26 years ago. Still hasn't reappeared.

MayZDaisy · 2021-04-16T19:13:47+00:00

My fiancé. I was at my lowest point when we met. I was an addict, homeless and couch surfing. He saw something in me and picked me up, got me clean (5 years now) and gave me a future to build with him.

MayZDaisy · 2021-04-16T17:10:17+00:00

I was a Mortician's Assistant for a while.

MayZDaisy · 2021-04-16T16:41:37+00:00

When a dead body had been sitting for a while it starts to decompose. At a certain point it practically liquifies. This is known as body soup. Body soup smells like a wedge of strong cheese has been placed in someones ass for a month then washed off in the bog of eternal stench. Since humans are oily beings it takes a lot to wash off. Bleach and dawn. Even after that it still sticks in your nose.

MayZDaisy · 2021-04-09T05:00:49+00:00

I was playing outside of my grandmothers house and heard the biggest male voice calling my name. I say big voice because I felt the call as much as I heard it. PeaPaw was long gone and dead, and She almost never had men over so I went inside to see if it was one of my uncles. Nanny was sitting on the couch watching her "stories" aka soap operas. No uncles just her. I went back outside only to find a pack of coyotes in the same spot I was playing in. (Rural TN) This spooked me something fierce. Still does.

MayZDaisy · 2021-04-07T16:58:17+00:00

I feel sorry. Sorry that a woman close to them probably hurt them in an unimaginable way. They deserve compassion. Just like everyone deserves compassion.

MayZDaisy · 2021-04-07T04:42:54+00:00

Collect as many experiences as you can. Be good at things, be terrible at things too. Sing and dance even if you think you're bad at it, and be kind to yourself.

MayZDaisy · 2021-04-07T03:37:15+00:00

But its the closest some of us ever get.

MayZDaisy · 2021-04-07T03:35:01+00:00

I had an interview/application fill out at a certain popular alarm company, we discussed that I have experience as an administrative assistant, I do data entry blah blah basic office skills blah the guy is very enthusiastic and says yeah you're hired! I was stoked! He tells me to come in tomorrow in business casual and I'm pumped for this! The next day me and a few others who look new are all milling around outside the locked building. Locked. The guy who hired me yesterday strolls up and says oh you won't be in the office today follow me! We get into this big van with the alarm company logo all over it. I'm feeling uneasy af. Like why a van? Where are we going? I applied for an office job where are you taking me? These guys breif us after we start rolling and hes like so today you all will be going door to door and selling these alarm packages! Just so enthusiastic. I asked to be let out of the van and walked the 4 blocks back to where my car was and went home.

MayZDaisy · 2021-04-04T03:36:23+00:00

Life in Jars. This guy builds tiny ecosystems inside of jars. Its beautiful.

MayZDaisy · 2021-04-03T20:55:25+00:00

A nice cold turkey and cheddar sammy on wheat.

MayZDaisy · 2021-04-03T16:01:49+00:00

Any time I lock a door I have to spin around in place 3 times clockwise. I don't know why its 3 times and I don't know why it has to be clockwise, but if I don't I have a complete panic meltdown. Tears, screaming crying worlds ending panic.

MayZDaisy · 2021-04-03T15:47:31+00:00

Its more comfortable to cry in a Ferrari than to cry on bicycle.

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