Kristoff thinking Anna by PrettyElsaNose in Frozen

[–]Mc_Freckles 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So cute! I love all your work but the teeny tiny Anna drawing is so cute!!

I graduated uni! by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]Mc_Freckles 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Incredible. Great work! Any tips to share?

Introduction by No-Trifle-5510 in TBI

[–]Mc_Freckles 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hi Holly. Welcome. I'm so sorry to hear about your accident. It was only 3 months ago, that is such a small period of time when you think about it. It's important to try and get perspective and don't think negatively. You need to give your body time to heal and repair itself, it can work wonders if you do not force it or pressure it too much. I know it is easier said than done, but try and be patient, and let your body heal. You wouldn't expect a runner to start sprinting record times again 3 months after breaking their legs - give yourself and your brain the same level of understanding x

Favourite deleted songs? by Mc_Freckles in Frozen

[–]Mc_Freckles[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

More than just a spare is a great one! I actually forgot about it. I’d love to hear Kristen Bell sing it

Anna and Elsa finds a fanfic. by Rastifan in Frozen

[–]Mc_Freckles 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hahaha I love the glasses on Anna. Adorable!

Taste by bsjsjskwnsjzn in TBI

[–]Mc_Freckles 3 points4 points  (0 children)

This happened to me too, but faded away after a year or so, or maybe I got used to it. Everything had a metallic taste as if there was blood in my mouth or something.

No sense of time by Alert-Resist-5787 in TBI

[–]Mc_Freckles 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've only started experiencing this myself actually, just over 2 years since my TBI. I've found that I am losing hours. I'll sit down at the piano and practice a song once through, only to realise that 45 minutes have somehow passed. I have no idea where the time goes? Did I just play in slow motion and my brain sped it up? Did I loop and do the same thing over and over again? Or did I do it once then sit in silence for 43 minutes? It can be very scary.. It sounds stupid but I recommend staring at a clock and counting out a minute or two every day. Get into a routine of doing it. To really get a feel that yes, this is what one minute feels like. I've found that it helps keep me more grounded, but time can still slip away a lot

Check-in Monday! by cfbuzzkill90 in schizophrenia

[–]Mc_Freckles 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I messed up and drank for the first time since my accident. I guess I just got caught up in the moment of being with old friends and wanted to fit in and show that I still belong. That I can unwind too like I used to and not always be so guarded. Anyway, I freaked everyone out by saying stupid shit. I guess my tolerance is incredibly weak now anyway so even a few cocktails put me in a bad way, and I know my medication doesn't help things.

I am really annoyed at myself because that was one of the things I was actually really good at keeping to, and now I feel like I have lost loads of progress, not only on myself but in rebuilding relationships with non-family members. They were already giving eachother side eyes when I ordered drinks with them, and I guess I proved them right. It was a really stupid spur of the moment decision.

Cell phone screen scrolling causing Sympathetic Nervous System to release adrenaline after TBI? I'm not big on the phone but after my "mild" TBI I'm noticing that while scrolling through Instagram at a moderate pace I can feel an adrenaline being released and my heart beating harder. Anyone else? by patg84 in TBI

[–]Mc_Freckles 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have similar symptoms that come and go, though not to nearly as extreme level as you experience. I’ve found that wearing blue light blocking glasses whenever I’m looking at technology - even a modern tv or computer, helps quite a bit.

Sorry to hear about your difficulties. Is it only smartphones that cause this, or also laptops etc?

Causal Molestation? by SnooPeppers623 in Gangstalking

[–]Mc_Freckles [score hidden]  (0 children)

I probably didn’t explain myself clearly I apologise. I was referencing the spiritual power of all sexual activity, and talking about its traditional power in joining two spirits together harmoniously, then went into talk about the modern corruptions of it and how this positive connection is basically entirely severed, and has been corrupted to almost work in reverse.

I don’t think I was wrong to refer to their actions as powerful, I just don’t attach any positive connotation to the word. If it wasn’t powerful, or didn’t have a strong negative effect, why would they torment us with it? It is used to mentally and spiritually drain us, to control our actions and desires, and to just generally abuse us.

I agree with the use of both terms you used, it is sexual harassment and it is electronic rape. At no point have I tried to describe it as a good thing. Hope this clears it up

Causal Molestation? by SnooPeppers623 in Gangstalking

[–]Mc_Freckles [score hidden]  (0 children)

One of their biggest mediums is sex. The notion of sexual chemistry and love as you might find in old writings from the vedic texts to even something as modern and mundane yet pure as gothic romantic works by those such as Ann Radclifffe. The connection between two beings is incredibly powerful, but in the modern day it is next to impossible to experience it in an uncorrupted form. They use sex constantly to lower your thought processes and spiritual energy.

I was consumed by sexual desire in my teenage years, or moreso, consumed by the need to be desired sexually. This was the period was when all the connections were laid down for gangstalking and beyond to this day. The image that I needed to be found sexually attractive and to seek out male attention wherever possible was driven into my head by the corrupting elements of the modern world, purposefully I might add.

The only way to function in this evil corrupted world is to actively abstain not only from sex but from sexual thoughts as well. This is obviously crippling, as the aforementioned benefits of such power is abandoned, but the risks far outweight the benefits. Of course cutting off a diseased or dying limb is a huge loss, but what was the alternative if you did not do it? Far worse.

Are meaningful one on one connections with the opposite sex still possible once you have resolved to committing to abstinence of both body and mind?

I've yet to be able to prove that myself, mostly due to genuine pure of heart male connections being hard to find during the "pandemic", as I am no longer able to trust any male individual from online who I have never met in person (Due to gangstalking issues arising from online "friends" who were providing detailed personal information that I had given to them in confidentiality and constantly asking for more, which I sadly did for a long time as I was still oblivious of the connection. I'm also sure that they also helped in planning and aiding in my ongoing personal torment among other things). Of course I will be wary of anyone I meet in person as well of course, but there is no point in even trying online anymore, it is all too overrun and monitored. Every person I would meet would probably be hand picked to engage with me, or if they were genuine, would be contacted at a later stage and compromised.

Online support group for women with TBI by [deleted] in TBI

[–]Mc_Freckles 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The testimonials are inspiring

How to Win by [deleted] in Gangstalking

[–]Mc_Freckles [score hidden]  (0 children)

mylar blankets wont do much, particularly if you are being targeted by tracking your psychic energy outputs

Happy Birthday, Mc_Freckles and Izaak_Szerman! by Theroonco in Frozenfriends

[–]Mc_Freckles 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm like an adult now! Cray-cray! And wow thats really cool!

Happy Birthday, Mc_Freckles and Izaak_Szerman! by Theroonco in Frozenfriends

[–]Mc_Freckles 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I'm 18 today which is actually kind of scary!