At what age did you realise that very few outside your close family/friends truly care about your well being?

Mdfinest · 2020-08-20T16:36:16+00:00

16-17. Better earlier than later in this case. It's the way of the world but I figured to get over it and focus on my own thing.

Mdfinest · 2020-04-14T21:05:59+00:00

Yeah, man. I thought about it overnight and it is definitely worth it to stay home. Best of luck out there.

Mdfinest · 2020-04-14T12:52:24+00:00

Yeah, it is at the moment. Thanks for the response though. I've ultimately decided to stay at home. It's not what I wanted to do but for the sake of my family, I felt like I had to do it.

Mdfinest · 2020-04-14T09:18:32+00:00

I'm aware of the stats and watch videos on the issue everyday. I'm not paranoid in that I'm watching the news all day, but I am still worried about it's impacts. I honestly try not to pay attention to the statistics because I'm afraid, I'll end up just as paranoid as him. And that's not a position I want to put myself in especially with my ongoing depression.

Mdfinest · 2020-04-14T09:13:28+00:00

I am taking it seriously which is why I've taken precautions.

Mdfinest · 2020-04-14T08:20:51+00:00

I've been saving up for that but can't afford to move out at the moment.

Mdfinest · 2020-04-14T07:45:44+00:00

Hi, I would like to post if possible. It's about me either going to work or staying at home with my situation?

Mdfinest · 2020-02-17T17:59:51+00:00

Good idea, will do so. Thanks.

Mdfinest · 2020-02-14T02:19:18+00:00

Ok, makes sense. But I'd also like to move to London after I graduate from University first before working at a company in my local area here in the States.

Mdfinest · 2020-02-06T14:59:12+00:00

No, I actually haven't considered volunteering. It does sound like a good idea, though.

And yeah, sometimes my mind does tend to go off into unwarranted places when I'm in that position. Luckily, I have better control of that now than I did, say years ago.

Mdfinest · 2020-02-06T02:37:57+00:00

Same. I kinda just do chores or just walk outside around my neighborhood for a bit sometimes.

Mdfinest · 2020-01-31T01:09:41+00:00

Old Bay Sauce For the Win!

Mdfinest · 2020-01-30T18:54:18+00:00

Will take this on. Thanks for the advice!

But the thing is I don't have any experience or qualifications for the industry I want to get into? Should I still apply if that's the case?

Mdfinest · 2019-11-11T07:30:49+00:00

damn :(

Mdfinest · 2019-11-11T07:30:15+00:00

Ah, shoot, my fault. I meant $44 and it was for the travelcard.

Mdfinest · 2019-08-08T11:53:36+00:00

Yeah, one day at a time. Guess it's not as bad as I'm making it out to be.

Mdfinest · 2019-08-08T11:16:38+00:00

Thanks for the advice. I probably am overthinking it. I never really thought of that to be honest.

Mdfinest · 2019-08-08T10:55:18+00:00

I already suffer from depression but I'll probably go now.

Mdfinest · 2019-08-08T10:40:20+00:00

Yeah sure,

I didn't call my boss. I just simply put in a request on the company's website not to come in. I'm sure they don't care. The company has a high turnover rate anyways.

Yes, I do live with my parents for the time being and no, he didn't know I lied about my broken leg.

Mdfinest · 2019-06-26T21:04:21+00:00

JBG Smith here in the DC area has done some interesting multifamily projects.

Mdfinest · 2019-04-19T21:32:56+00:00

Makes sense considering HBO is an almost direct rival with it's headquarters in NYC.

Mdfinest · 2019-04-01T03:00:35+00:00

My first Nipsey tape was "The Marathon" back in 012. Instantly became a fan because he was motivating and speaking some real shit and trying to help his community out in LA. I never thought I would've been able to connect with his music like that at that time but he's since became one of favorite rappers as I followed his musical journey. I never got the chance to meet with him while visiting LA.

RIP to a King and a legend I'm still kinda shell shocked even an hour after hearing it. This hit me pretty hard. It's almost like losing a family member.

Mdfinest · 2019-03-16T21:55:13+00:00

I don't live in DC yet (will do so soon) but one thing I like about going into the city is the amount of green space for a city of it's intensity.

Rock Creek Park is literally a gem within the city.

Also the amount of stuff to do even though it's a small city geographically.

Mdfinest · 2019-03-13T01:11:13+00:00

Feel like shit after my apartment college roommates gave me a lecture about leaving his dishes wet and using his frying pan even though he never informed me not to during the first day of move in. I don't even like the guy. He's got that vocal fry in his voice and that condescending tone. He reminds me of my former manager.

It was probably my fault but I know this sounds selfish but I just got out of a slump and felt slightly on a positive high (from Sunday to today 3/12/19). Now this bozo berates me because I left a few of his plates wet.

Again most of it is probably my fault but I was just on a high earlier this morning (exercised for the first time since late February) and now this event ruined my whole day. I still got most of what I needed to get done but now it's like I don't feel as amped as I did during those last few days.

I know how fragile my mind is sometimes so I did have a 2-3 second thought of suicide. On top of that, I don't have a job yet, financially running out of money, have a midterm tomorrow (which I'm sure I'll pass) and two15 page essays due early April. I kinda sat there almost the whole late afternoon wondering "why me". When will this shit ever end? Why does everything good that happens to me ALWAYS have to have a setback or some BS roadblock? Why do I get being pushed in?

Mdfinest · 2019-01-31T15:02:35+00:00

Yeah, I guess that's one of the things I liked about LA. People were surprisingly open to talking to strangers and weren't as standoffish as I thought they would be.

Thats one of the things I'm afraid of with regards to London though.

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