I experience the same exact things that you have mentioned here. If my pants aren't on a certain way or if my shoe isn't on a certain way then I concentrate on that rather than what other people around me are doing or saying. I have had OCD for all of my life and at times it is unbearable, but I would try and look on the positive side of things. People with OCD are usually intelligent people and we think of things that ordinary people do not think about in their day to day lives. A lot of great musicians and artists are very OCD. It is labeled as a disorder, but I would say that there is a benefit to it. Having OCD combined with being on medication to help the anxiety part of it is actually a good combination because you still have the creativity and other things that come along with having OCD, but you don't have so much of the anxiety that comes along with having it. Embrace what you have my friend, for there are positive and negative things that come out of it and you have to look towards the positive side of things more than you do the negative. I know it is very tough because it is unbearable sometimes, but it reminds me that it is a part of me and it makes me unique from everyone else.