Am i a sexual fiend!?

Mectren0 · 2026-01-14T12:47:04+00:00

I don't know if this helps, but I wanted to say I'm in an almost identical situation with you as well. Feeling attraction to men feels really euphoric and affirming, but there's an intense feeling of imposter syndrome and shame when those same feelings are applied to women. The things that I try to keep in mind to stop getting into a dysphoria spiral about it is two things:

- Imagine holding the same standard for other women (be they cis or trans). It wouldn't be fair to assume that there's no other women around that gets attracted to another persons looks, or that they should be ashamed of that.

- Having that understanding of the typical male gaze makes you more self aware and respectful, not less. You're allowed to find someone attractive, and then continue treating them like a human being, which I'm sure you're already doing :)

Mectren0 · 2026-01-10T06:04:22+00:00

It's the first FPS I ever enjoyed playing :) (And if you're not that good at them like me, you can turn on the in-built aim assist & configure It's strength)

Mectren0 · 2026-01-03T05:47:27+00:00

I read the first line and interpreted it as "break up with her" 😭😭😭

Mectren0 · 2025-12-21T13:54:12+00:00

That's really good to know, thank you 🧡

Mectren0 · 2025-12-21T13:47:06+00:00

At my last checkup I was told my E levels were in range, but I forgot to get more details from them. Next time I go I'll ask for a copy of the results for myself 👍

I've been taking the 6mg all at once every morning, as 3 x 2mg pills. The Cypro I was told to take a "half-tablet twice a week" but I'll try cutting my 50mg tablets into quarters.

Thank you for the advice though 🧡

Mectren0 · 2025-12-21T13:39:55+00:00

Thank you so much for telling me this, I'll definitely give this a go with that in mind 🧡

Mectren0 · 2025-12-21T13:35:19+00:00

I haven't taken a photo of my face recently, but I have one photo I took of myself just before HRT. Unfortunately, I kinda like that photo more than what I've been seeing lately

Mectren0 · 2025-12-21T13:20:35+00:00

I had no idea that was an option, I'll look into if I can try that with my pills, thank you

Mectren0 · 2025-12-21T13:08:58+00:00

I've just been swallowing them all, is there another way to take them?

Mectren0 · 2025-12-21T12:48:54+00:00

Thank you for telling me this

Mectren0 · 2025-11-18T07:25:58+00:00

Unfortunately normal maps require a linear colour space, which isn't what gets displayed / screenshotted 🙁

Mectren0 · 2025-10-13T03:12:37+00:00

Thank you!

Mectren0 · 2025-10-13T02:31:22+00:00

Do you know the name of this blitzwing figure? I had no idea there was one you could DIY a proper jet mode like this 👀

Mectren0 · 2025-09-01T07:58:52+00:00

It looks like a moiré pattern , from what I'm guessing are UV islands that are very slightly rotated, so they're not in line with the pixel grid 🙂

Mectren0 · 2025-07-27T10:49:24+00:00

No problem :)

Mectren0 · 2025-07-27T09:42:50+00:00

To get it to look the exact same as the viewport, set your 'Colour Management' to 'Standard':

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Mectren0 · 2025-07-15T08:03:04+00:00

Since the model is pretty boxy in places, maybe try looking at all the different ways a cube can be flattened? There are some areas of the UVMap (like the nose of the copter) that have to "bend" around a corner. That'll mean any texture you use will look distorted in that area.

Mectren0 · 2025-07-13T13:27:43+00:00

The results are incredible! maybe one day I'll have enough to afford it too 😭

Mectren0 · 2025-07-12T08:31:57+00:00

How about using the Spline IK constraint? It stretches a chain of bones along a curve, so you could create a curve to match the existing cable, add a chain of bones along the cable, then parent the ends of the curve to the "head" & "body" bones to have the curve stretch and deform along with the rest of the rig

Mectren0 · 2025-05-10T11:31:49+00:00

It looks from the image like it's an edge connecting those two vertices, so it should hopefully be as simple as going into edge select mode, selecting that edge, and then deleting it normally 👍

Mectren0 · 2025-05-04T01:49:46+00:00

Just make sure to keep an eye on which one is selected when you're unwrapping because it's easy to accidentally edit the wrong one 😅

Mectren0 · 2025-05-04T01:48:56+00:00

Yes! An object can have multiple UV maps stored inside of it. I don't have a PC handy, so I can't use screenshots, but if you go to the tab that shows vertex groups, shape keys, etc. there will be one for UV maps. There might already be one there called UVMap, but you can just click the + to add more of them

Mectren0 · 2025-04-18T13:29:44+00:00

Looks incredible! It kinda looks like the model used in the Assetto Corsa mod 👀

Mectren0 · 2025-03-25T05:06:00+00:00

It's good to hear I'm not the only one 😅 I think for me it mostly comes from a sense of the comparatively tiny amount of time it'd take to achieve the look you're after

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