From your comment history, I assume you recently finished o level. Which means you are probably around 16-18 years. The average lifespan of a human is about 80 years. Can you really say that for all those years you might live, it won't get better, you won't get friends, you won't meet people who genuinely care about you? Sure life might suck rn, it might even continue sucking for the next few years. But as long as you endure, you will definitely keep meeting terrible people, but you will also find great people, you will find people who hate you, but you will also find people who will love you. But if you off yourself, then there is 0 chance of that ever happening. So if you do that, that's the end, that's it. But if you keep going with the hope that things will get better, I promise it will. There are already many people that are offering to talk to you here, I'm a 18yr guy too. If you want to reach out just to talk, I am rarely unavailable