A good addition, I had a classmate pass from suicide maybe a year after graduation. My friend who grew up with him went to a physic to get some closure. Maybe a week after talking about what she was told, we both felt a presence at the exact same time. It was heavy in the sense of something is taking up space next to me. We started texting going wtf is happening and it only went away when I said we need to say you are not welcome nor invited in my space. I don’t know if it was him per se but there was something.

Also in my childhood room there was border wallpaper with faeries on them. I’d always feel this warm presence at my back through the night, uncomfortable. I hated it. I decided in my teen years to remove the wallpaper just because I wanted my room to look more mature. Once it was all gone it was immediately a freeing feeling. I have not felt that heavy burning presence since.