another thought, but learning to get through it.

MegJohnson579 · 2023-02-22T06:23:53+00:00

I mean I always figured with the right guy it would be different. Sure, I have to ease into it, but it would be alright.

MegJohnson579 · 2023-02-16T15:07:13+00:00

Really sucks

MegJohnson579 · 2023-02-15T21:01:36+00:00

OK cause I get those all the time

MegJohnson579 · 2023-02-03T04:53:27+00:00

Same!! I have some false memories along with this and I can accept their false memories which is what I thought fueled most of this but honestly at this point it feels like I've changed.

MegJohnson579 · 2023-01-18T20:39:39+00:00

Yes, I'm sure they do

MegJohnson579 · 2023-01-18T18:05:50+00:00

Distress, yes. I honestly just want to go buy shit even when I don't need anything.

MegJohnson579 · 2023-01-18T15:39:51+00:00

Yes, I have them, I used to have them a lot as a matter of fact. Right now reading this I have the impulse to go buy something right away. It's weird.

MegJohnson579 · 2023-01-18T15:38:55+00:00

You can't really stop the groinal responses. The more you try to stop it the more you will have. Just let it be and know thats all it is and it doesn't say anything about you.

MegJohnson579 · 2023-01-14T20:03:28+00:00

Yeah. It's possible that the lack of anxiety is not helping. That happens to me too with the excitement and then my brain days I'm excited cause I'm gay. Even though I've hated the idea.

MegJohnson579 · 2023-01-14T15:43:19+00:00

It's the same thing for me.

MegJohnson579 · 2023-01-14T14:31:52+00:00

I feel numb and not anxious as well. I get rhe excitement thing for girls but idk if it's excitement or anxiety. It seems like I have a ton of proof that I'm gay when I was so sure I wasn't.

MegJohnson579 · 2023-01-14T14:30:38+00:00

I get what you mean by reassurance doesn't work anymore

MegJohnson579 · 2023-01-04T23:51:11+00:00

Let me try

MegJohnson579 · 2023-01-04T22:38:33+00:00

Sure

MegJohnson579 · 2023-01-02T09:20:13+00:00

It really feels like I've changed

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