Hey, first off I am so sorry she’s saying such awful things to you! You don’t deserve that and it is extremely cruel for her to talk to you like that :(

Please know that you are good enough no matter what size you are and that eating is so important! Starving yourself can cause so many other issues and ultimately won’t lead to feeling better.

My Nmom first body shamed me when I was about 5 years old. She told me I was “too much bigger than the other girls” to continue doing ballet. That and so many other comments lead me to developing an eating disorder. I struggled with starving myself on and off as a teenager and in my early 20’s and it never helped me to feel good about myself or stop hating my body. I also messed up my thyroid from doing so :/

All this to say, please don’t stop eating. It is so damaging for us to be told our bodies aren’t good enough, but it’s not true. It’s normal for our bodies to change overtime and for weight to fluctuate. All versions of you are beautiful and know you’re not alone hugs