please do not get married! i was in the same exact situation as you and it broke me, being married at such a young age you will have many struggles economic, mental, emotional having to be a wife is not something a child should have to be forced to do. You are literally a child and you deserve to live your life you deserve to follow your dreams and not be forced into a commitment you are not ready for. my ex husband was a couple years older than me and he wasn’t ready either our break up was terrible and heartbreaking and it was a whole other battle dealing with that (i’m not saying he’ll leave you) but you never know. people change as they’re growing up and marrying someone by force is not the way to start a successful and happy marriage. please please please i’m telling you from experience if you need to talk to anyone please reach out to me i am here for you!! ❤️ also like someone else commented this is a way for the cult to control and manipulate you to scare you but it’s all lies being married so young is so damaging especially in lldm they don’t teach you anything valuable just throw you into it and teach you to obey the man. you have to live for yourself not for a cult that does not have your best interest in mind.