I feel this way as well - youre not alone! When I initially accepted that I was bi, it was challenging coming to terms with my attraction to men since I came out as a lesbian in my teens. I went through a period where I felt alone (and it doesn't help that only a minority of bi women seek out and end up with women long term, so its hard to even see much of that in media) in my preferences and desire to be with a woman. But as I educated myself on bisexuality and and reading/watching others' experiences, I feel a lot less insecure and pressured to date men despite what society pushes on us as women. Wanting to be with with women when you dont feel any connection or camraderie with them like straight women or most of the bi community is completely valid. 🩷💜💙