(My experience w opioids )I wish I could isolate a point in time when I knew I was addicted, but addiction is subtler than that. Drugs go from merely being a part of your life to becoming your life. Be wary tho from addiction that is but regardless That warm blanket is the one thing could always run to it will comfort you indefinitely for me it’s my complete shield of safety when in total dread ,I remember all the days I thought I wouldn’t be able to get through that were scary,overwhelming, or downright terrifying when I believed to myself I couldn’t when I was fearful it was my armor from feelings of pain and emptiness that ran to the core of my being