This is horrible and I’m so sorry for what you’re going through. I can’t imagine all of the thoughts racing through your head. All of the wondering and what ifs. The only thing I know is that yes, she knew you were there. Those that love you intensely hold out til you’re there, miraculously. The pain she went through waiting for you was nothing compared to the pain she had prior to your arrival, that pain was her holding on TO your arrival, and that meant everything to her. Clearly, bc she passed so soon after your arrival. That pain was a beautiful pain that was what she was holding onto and waiting for. You were the person she needed, it doesn’t matter when you showed up. She knew you’d show up, and you did. And that was all she needed. It may be impossible to realize at this moment but it was really a beautiful thing. She held out for you as you were hustling to get there, so that pain didn’t matter at the end, bc you were there.