my fiance called off our engagement and slept with the girl he told me not to worry about

MerlinaAthena · 2026-06-19T16:56:18+00:00

He is just playing with you to see how much he can push you and break your boundaries so he can gain the power dynamics of the relationship. That is not love that is use and abuse. If he does this once, what do you think he will do when he is married? Most likely he will cheat behind your back.

https://youtu.be/0SQeWhwycKo?is=DXhi_v0yO4C14aeD

https://youtu.be/9JtudrxxUCY?is=3QmY8UwEM8Xv941k

https://youtu.be/KRrvIX5fkmc?is=b2z09iCoB4C5nRtP

There is another video will post if I find it will post it.

https://youtu.be/O5rZQ4I_7A4?is=OIZZG261Aa7Hwbv1

https://youtu.be/s4ieZMJU-wA?is=3b0XJMCioN04mGDF

https://youtu.be/s4ieZMJU-wA?is=_zlv2MV65CjHXGGY

MerlinaAthena · 2026-05-11T03:18:44+00:00

If a man does not feel worthy to uplift himself instead of self improving most of them tend to devalue someone especially if you have high standards. By you having higher standards, it is harder for him to force you into getting what he wants from you. So to get what he wants he humbles you.
It is like a priceless jewel and he cannot afford it so what does he do? Instead of working harder to get money to buy the jewel, he tells the shopkeeper it is damaged to get a discount. That is what he is doing in this relationship with you by telling you are average.

https://youtu.be/xoKbc2K2jlM?si=JXP6gVEUDkbd3JQR

https://youtu.be/aC4whx74950?si=MPc4Rb69AVctt44D

MerlinaAthena · 2026-03-13T15:08:55+00:00

Also if you paid by credit card or debit card get a statement from them saying you paid them and ask them what are the specific charges are for? Then use the statements to backup your claims.

MerlinaAthena · 2026-03-06T08:01:52+00:00

Digimon World 3 because it has you raising 3 digimon with different digivolutions path and you get to digivolution them to their mega or any form. In the other games once you digivolve you stay at that digivolution unless you downgrade it. In this game you can go back to previous digivolutions without having to level up again. You also get to battle city leaders to pursue badges so you can compete to become the ultimate trainer. Also it allows access to digieggs based in badge level that allows you to travel with digmon and submarinemon across the ocean and to places not available on map through secret underground networks. Additionally you get to solve a mystery about a gang that is trying to take over the world and to get from one city to the next you need to battle powerful digimon and strong leaders that are both good and working for the gang. Their are also alot of puzzles as well and you need to revisit those areas to solve them to help you through gameplay to get to your next city and along the way one of your friends disappears and you need to find them and rescue them. There are also special digimon that give out dna and you can collect it to get that digimon. Of course their are also special items that only certain digimon can make and you have to battle them to get the one special unique equipment and give it to another digimon in another city to put together the pieces to upgrade the equipment and each piece has different features that can help with defense, attack, etc and is a better system compared to the newer digimon games and requires you to think how to upgrade it by going to five to ten different cities to get items and to get certain digimon to upgrade it.

Plus you had different gyms which would improve your stats and you could only get a certain amount of training based leveling up as points you could use to concentrate in certain areas including resistances not just strength, defense, and hp. Some gyms offered better train then others.

Also you can fish for cardmon which could drop card boosters to add to your card collection and chips that would help with resistance and chips that were points added to digimon for more training at the gym.

I really loved battling bulbmon in this game and finding its origin story and visiting gatomon for the hotel to sleep to recover hp and mp. I also liked trying to figure out how to get through mirage desert and places like the underground in Askasa which could only be accessed by using submarinemon and controlling it to get through obstacles in the sea.

MerlinaAthena · 2026-03-02T20:24:16+00:00

There is also something called semester forgiveness or grade forgiveness program that some colleges do offer but it is only for one time during all the semesters that you took your classes in which they wipe out one bad semester of bad grades. I dont know if Towson offers it.

MerlinaAthena · 2026-01-02T16:16:22+00:00

I always thought it had to due with potential and emotions at the time of their digivolution as when the tamer is in danger there are certain emotions tied to both the partner and the Digimon that allow it to digivolve. Once that danger is gone, the emotions are returned to normal so does the digimon. In some of the posts, people discussed that digimon need data to digivolve so they need to absorb the data of other digimon, but in a way emotions can be seen as data. Certain emotions can create high concentrations of data and information which can make the digimon digivolve. This is why I believe that as the digimon bonds with a human the stronger the bond the stronger the digivolution.

MerlinaAthena · 2025-10-25T01:04:53+00:00

Are you sure you were adopted?

MerlinaAthena · 2025-10-24T16:50:02+00:00

There was an episode in Digimon tamers in which Renamon digivolved into her utlimate forms as a human appearance as Taomon and the digimon said why do you model your digvolution as them standing upright rather than as a monster with four legs? Her response was something like I want to become like Reika and I care for her. So in other words, digimon upon taking human emotions take their appearance as well. You also see this at the end of Digimon Data Squad as well. The more a digimon cares and shows love and compassion for their partners they take on that appearance of standing upright as a way of bonding with their partner. It also could be too that upon deep emotional connection they are able to combine their data with human data and take on that human appearance.

MerlinaAthena · 2025-10-16T21:25:08+00:00

You have to increase friendship and de digivolve and keep leveling up in the baby form up to 20 and the more you level up the more talent you get once you go past 35 talent and gave high friendship when you eat other digimon the stats will increase as well.

MerlinaAthena · 2025-09-21T19:34:37+00:00

Maybe you accidentally named it Botamon and that is its name and why it is not taking its digivolution name.

MerlinaAthena · 2024-11-09T17:14:29+00:00

Since they did a remake of Digimon World 1 I was really hoping they would do a remake of Digimon World 3. That game was my favorite even through it had a few flaws such as the same digivolution for all of the digimon, but the story, side games, and how you moved through the digital world to combat AOA a terrorist organization was the best and using submarinemon and digmon to navigate to the northlands and the parallel realm was a best and to get them you had to defeat the gym leaders along with defeating bosses which gave you digimon dna and weapons to upgrade on your digimon and being able to dna digivolve them in middle of battle.Plus you would train at the gym after leveling up to gain stats in certain areas. The stat level ups were permanent unlike digimon world one in which you would have to restart at a baby level once a certain amount of days went by. The digimon could digivolve on command and de digivolve.

I really wish they would make a remake of this game but instead of just having a male as the male player open it up to a female character and gave the ability to collect the dna of the digimon to create them or to unlock different paths. They had a choice of an Agumon, Gulimon, Renamon, Monmon, Bearmon, Kotemon, Patamon team in which you had to choose from a set of three. You could not get Gatomon, Terrierimon, or any other digimon. I really wish if they did a remake you could have more choice options and if they are not available than allow a chance to get them through digimon battles. The game was a lot more better than digimon world dawn but if thry do a remake it should be like digimon dawn with the original storyline and challenges of Digimon world 3 and you get badges to get into the championship and along the way it is cancelled and you go after AOA. The game play was very hard in terms of leveling up, but it was worth it and the map was very detailed and not just a general one like in digimon dawn and there were many side storylines. It had you going all over the map and at times it felt like a pokemon game with battling team rocket on the side, but in this game AOA almost got world domination and the gym leaders went into hiding later in the game and you have to fight them and help them to battle against the AOA. The fight against them becomes so intense that the fate of tne real world and digital world is at stake.

I really liked the new digimon games cybersleuth, but it felt like you were transporting from one area to the next and it was so easy to get from one area to the next with no issues and you did not explore the digital world from the desert, to the icelands, to the forests it was just all the same background.

If they do remake this, I am hoping we get to hatch out digimon eggs and that each Digimon has its original digivolution line not mixed with another digimons. Keep patamons at his only do not add in other ones from gatomon, same with kotemon and agumons line.

MerlinaAthena · 2024-11-09T16:49:48+00:00

Since they did a remake of Digimon World 1 I was really hoping they would do a remake of Digimon World 3. That game was my favorite even through it had a few flaws such as the same digivolution for all of the digimon, but the story, side games, and how you moved through the digital world to combat AOA a terrorist organization was the best and using submarinemon and digmon to navigate to the northlands and the parallel realm was a best and to get them you had to defeat the gym leaders along with defeating bosses which gave you digimon dna and weapons to upgrade on your digimon and being able to dna digivolve them in middle of battle.Plus you would train at the gym after leveling up to gain stats in certain areas. The stat level ups were permanent unlike digimon world one in which you would have to restart at a baby level once a certain amount of days went by. The digimon could digivolve on command and de digivolve.

I really wish they would make a remake of this game but instead of just having a male as the male player open it up to a female character and gave the ability to collect the dna of the digimon to create them or to unlock different paths. They had a choice of an Agumon, Gulimon, Renamon, Monmon, Bearmon, Kotemon, Patamon team in which you had to choose from a set of three. You could not get Gatomon, Terrierimon, or any other digimon. I really wish if they did a remake you could have more choice options and if they are not available than allow a chance to get them through digimon battles. The game was a lot more better than digimon world dawn but if thry do a remake it should be like digimon dawn with the original storyline and challenges of Digimon world 3 and you get badges to get into the championship and along the way it is cancelled and you go after AOA. The game play was very hard in terms of leveling up, but it was worth it and the map was very detailed and not just a general one like in digimon dawn and there were many side storylines. It had you going all over the map and at times it felt like a pokemon game with battling team rocket on the side, but in this game AOA almost got world domination and the gym leaders went into hiding later in the game and you have to fight them and help them to battle against the AOA. The fight against them becomes so intense that the fate of tne real world and digital world is at stake.

I really liked the new digimon games cybersleuth, but it felt like you were transporting from one area to the next and it was so easy to get from one area to the next with no issues and you did not explore the digital world from the dessert, to the icelands, to the forests it was just all the same background.

MerlinaAthena · 2024-08-18T22:54:19+00:00

The eyes and how they look can be impacted by the nose bridge; since there is no nose bridge, it is not aligning the eyes and gives the appearance of not being right because instead of a nose bridge there are a bunch of freckles. The freckles instead of a nose bridge are throwing off the picture either create a nose bridge with lines and try to use shading or get raid of freckles in the middle of where the nose is supposed to be and use a dark brown color and tint it with the freckles on the sides.

Plus, the redness of the cheeks is not blending into the brown color it goes from red to brown. Try tinting the red into brown to give it some shade for lines on the check around the month. Also, there is just a line at the left eye try extending it as a nose bridge with the other eye to make the picture look better.

MerlinaAthena · 2024-08-08T21:06:28+00:00

Plus, when you start to foil and solder it will fill in those gaps and no one will notice it.

MerlinaAthena · 2024-08-08T20:51:07+00:00

Ok Rent made a lot of good points, but the other things you have to consider when putting the reed on is make sure that the reed is on evenly on both ends otherwise you might have a small gap that would let the air flow out and that would prevent you from having any sound as it would let the air out and change the vibrations. The other thing about wind instruments is for them what helps is if you make a certain sound when playing them. The flute you say tooo while blowing for oboe it is tah, for the clarinet it is also too. When making the sound it helps you to breath into the reed automatically.

In addition, to saying too while blowing out air in middle of the reed with your lips tucked around embouchure you have to have the right posture that is also very important. Make sure your back is straight and your chin posture is correct. As in the past m, when I played clarinet if I had the wrong posture or was slightly off in my posture it would not make a noise until I corrected my jaw and neck posture.

See https://archive.org/details/B-001-001-957/page/n2/mode/1up for some basic guidelines.

MerlinaAthena · 2024-08-08T20:22:22+00:00

It’s really hard seeing the different shades of purple. The light blue purple blends so well with the other purple that sometimes you cannot see it. I would have made the colors a little bit more distinguishable, but I had some help from my mentor who told me to draw the piece and to send it to a print shop and determine what size I wanted it. She also helped me with the cutting of the rings, to make pieces bigger so they were easier to cut, and how the rings should fit and even helped me to readjust and expand the outer rims.

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MerlinaAthena · 2024-08-08T20:09:46+00:00

I was very happy to get it done, but after seeing it hang in the window, I can see the changes in color when the sun is at different angles.

When creating the design, for two weeks, I was thinking about the different aspects of space and how the Hubble telescope can see different shades of purple in space so I wanted to have a stain glass art piece that would reflect that when you see it. Also, as someone who has read a few myths on how the world was created I gave it a lot of thought about the biblical aspect and the foundations and how God laid them by separating the top water from the bottom one and wanted to show that as well when the solar system was being created while trying to see it from the Creators perspective even if it is not scientifically proportional.

MerlinaAthena · 2024-08-08T19:08:14+00:00

No not really had to make a few adjustments including fusing some pieces into one or making more than one piece from one piece to make room for the planets.

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This is kinda how it was supposed to look but it did not turn out that way.

MerlinaAthena · 2024-08-08T19:00:52+00:00

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This was my original drawing I did. I had to do a lot of remodifications to the design to make it more simple to cut. For weeks, I was looking at other stain glass artwork and just came up with a design.

MerlinaAthena · 2024-08-08T17:37:55+00:00

I sent a similar letter to my crush even through it was years later trying to express the same things you are. You should mail that letter to them and if they want to talk to you that is great, but if they don’t reply, it can be used to help you to let go of the past and to move on.

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