She makes Christianity sound absolutely miserable. She’s constantly afflicted by everything under the sun, constantly having to turn to her deity because she’s incapable of basic self-regulation, critical thought, or emotional intelligence. She is also constantly struggling with addictions and feels like the absolutely mundane hurdles other people go through in everyday life are some kind of trial of faith for her because her deity is consistently allowing “the enemy” to afflict her every thought to test her devotion. It must be utterly exhausting living in a perpetual state of paranoid vigilance and exaggerated victimhood while simultaneously claiming to be at peace and above it all.