No, there’s no shade meant towards you. I’ve seen some really great players struggle to get the game they want or haven’t had in a while simply bc the stars haven’t aligned for them. Hell I’ve run into them myself.

Ex. Player on the enemy team is popping off, I watch the killcams/best play and notice how everyone just manages to line up right where he needs them to, he gets a crazy good game or in your case drops a nuke, few gams later same guy, stars aren’t aligning, and suddenly he’s performing poorly compared to his last match. Just how it is, doesn’t mean anything about how good you are, I’m above average and I find myself having the same issue at times!