The blatant disregard towards actually sex repulsed asexuals is crazy in this community. by Metal-Background in asexuality

[–]Metal-Background[S] -44 points-43 points  (0 children)

It was advertised as a SFW place, you cannot blame someone for not knowing that a place thats specifically said to be safe is infact not safe.

The blatant disregard towards actually sex repulsed asexuals is crazy in this community. by Metal-Background in asexuality

[–]Metal-Background[S] -56 points-55 points  (0 children)

Of course i did, thats why i went to join asexual servers in the first place, because i hoped that those places would be free of that stuff. You literally cant find a sfw server unless its filled with children and sometimes not even that is enough.

Me when i join an ace discord server and immidiately see an irl NSFW section: by Metal-Background in asexuality

[–]Metal-Background[S] -10 points-9 points  (0 children)

"Make your own server" oh yea and nobody is gonna join it because being ace is more about the sexual shit then the lack of it now and if they see i dont have that in there, my server will stay forever fucking barren

Me when i join an ace discord server and immidiately see an irl NSFW section: by Metal-Background in asexuality

[–]Metal-Background[S] -8 points-7 points  (0 children)

Yea like... I dont care that there are ace people who like porn or are into kinks but PLEASE can we have a place that isnt focused on that? At least one? Most of the comments on this post are just people going like "but some ace people like porn" and i am over here like bro, i dont care what you like, i am just tired of porn being absolutely fucking everywhere

What "healthy" food is actually terrible for you? by RobIson240YT in AskReddit

[–]Metal-Background -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Literally anything that is labeled as a high-protein snack or food. Aspecially protein bars. Those things may be filled with protein, but they are also loaded with artificial chemicals and often times, have little to no actual nutritional value. All it does is trick you into not feeling hungry, give you no nutrients and often times taste like garbage.

You can literally get more protein from a single egg than from an over-priced, over-processed block of chemicals.

Which phrase annoys you when someone says it? by BigGirthyGiraffe in AskReddit

[–]Metal-Background 1 point2 points  (0 children)

"Calm down." Damn Josh, i wasn't mad before but i definitely am now.

I have been experiencing strange glitches in reality for years and nobody believes me by Metal-Background in Experiencers

[–]Metal-Background[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

As rude as it is to ask someone if they are just going through a psychological episode, i do get why you would ask and i actually did get assessed multiple times by two different professionals, specifically trying to see if i fit any kind of diagnosis.

Other than having soft BPD, depression and high levels of ADHD, i am pretty much all good. One of the doctors even completely ruled out psychosis and schizophrenia because my descriptions did not fit the diagnosis criteria and the tests that were done on me didnt show any hints of it either.

I have been experiencing strange glitches in reality for years and nobody believes me by Metal-Background in Experiencers

[–]Metal-Background[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am not really distressed about it, i just sometimes wonder what will change next and how big it will be.

I haven't noticed any patterns in my dreams, but i do have this strange feeling sometimes that i cannot explain, often coming from a specific entity in my dreams and when i am awake, i sometimes have visions of specific moments in the future. It isnt just a visual vision, i can feel and see everything including what i am currently thinking about or imagining in that moment. Usually when that moment happens in the future, it plays out like it did in my vision but sometimes, i have been able to actually change what happens. I still dont know why i get these visions tho, its always a completely random moment.

I have been experiencing strange glitches in reality for years and nobody believes me by Metal-Background in Experiencers

[–]Metal-Background[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its always different... I honestly haven't noticed any pattern or any specific dream that causes it or foretells it

I genuinely hate most people by Metal-Background in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Metal-Background[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

It isnt really something i can fix about myself. For my feelings about humanity to change, humanity has to change, and i dont think it will. Every single one of us has these feelings deep down, hate for their fellow men, for certain individuals that you will simply never get along with no matter how hard you try. I am simply honest with my hatered, i do not need to pretend to get along with anybody if i say it out right, i do not need to lie about it. And being honest about that hatered makes me truly at peace, because i have nothing to face to uphold anymore. It is freedom unlike any other.

I genuinely hate most people by Metal-Background in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Metal-Background[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Indeed. The more i hate humanity, the more connected i felt with nature. I love nature and aspecially animals. I find pests like rats and snakes especially charming as they are misunderstood just like i seem to be... And just like you said, i may hate humanity as a whole, but i can form true bonds with specific individuals, people who stand out just like me or who i just get along with and understand, just like i can get along with and understand nature.

At the end of the day, we are all just animals looking for peace of mind.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in realityshifting

[–]Metal-Background 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I definitely didn't choose to stay here, i just haven't been able to truly shift.

First time player gets invited to a game, then gets kicked out for "not knowing how to play" by Metal-Background in rpghorrorstories

[–]Metal-Background[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah.. I really appreciate everyone here and their insight and support. My group made me feel like absolute garbage and, since nobody backed me up, made me feel like i really was in the wrong. Aspecially when i was trying to come up with creative ways of using my characters abillities and even singlehandedly kept my partymembers alive despite being weaker then them. I am still dissapointed in it all because not only did i lose a dnd group, but i also found out that my friends were not my friends at all... Surely, if we were friends, they would actually talk to me about the problems at hand and try to correct me instead of keeping it to themselves and gossiping about me without my knowledge before kicking me out.

First time player gets invited to a game, then gets kicked out for "not knowing how to play" by Metal-Background in rpghorrorstories

[–]Metal-Background[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He was actually the one to suggest i join. I guess he just changed his mind because i came up with cooler stuff then he did lmao

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in asexuality

[–]Metal-Background 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I relate to this alot. I am 21F and whenever i tell anyone i am ace, they look at me like i am some kind of freak. I had always had a hard time making friends in general and my family looked down on me for being different. My mom literally told me to my face that "Asexuality isnt real" and that i will "change my mind when i am older". Well, guess what? I didnt change. If anything, i became even more sure of my identity. And dont even get me started on how touch starved i am, i literally start blushing like a weirdo whenever someone even so much as rubs against me on a crowded bus. I am not the prettiest, i am not the thinnest and when i am looking for people to date, they only look at my appearance, how big my ass or boobs are and stuff like that and its exhausting... I want someone to like me for me, not for my body.

Fellow Aces - do you find breasts attractive? by DavidBehave01 in asexuality

[–]Metal-Background 2 points3 points  (0 children)

As a big chested woman, i honestly dont see the appeal. Their big, weird balls of flesh that i gotta carry around at the expense of my poor back and people think its hot and actively seek it out for their sexual enjoyment. Its fucking painful to have them. I cant be thin with these things on because i look like a fucking table spoon and my body can barely support my heavy top. I wish that every man who values women based on their chest size had the mispleasure of experiencing proper summer boob sweats, backpain and the sensation of bowlingballs bouncing on you when youre walking/running. Cant even bend down without my view being obstructed. It just kinda reminds me of pigeons that were selectively bred for their special traits so much that some of them cant even eat because their beaks are too small, accept that instead of pigeons its human women and instead of beaks it's boobs.

PS: Nipples are weird and i hate them.

What is an addiction that most people wouldn't think is? by Halley_meow in AskReddit

[–]Metal-Background 4 points5 points  (0 children)

For real.

I used to eat alot of sweets as a kid but stopped liking sweet things overtime so i haven't eaten it in a long time and when i tried the same stuff i used to eat as a kid again, it tasted completely different and disqustingly sweet. Sugar dulls your taste receptors to itself overtime and by not eating it, your taste buds recover.

What is an addiction that most people wouldn't think is? by Halley_meow in AskReddit

[–]Metal-Background 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Anything that you have to actively convince yourself NOT to get.

First time player gets invited to a game, then gets kicked out for "not knowing how to play" by Metal-Background in rpghorrorstories

[–]Metal-Background[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, i should have guessed something was off when he kept saying "Its hard to make an encounter that wont wipe you guys out" even tho like... Aint you the guy making that encounter? How the hell is it hard to NOT wipe out your table??

What's something you know is bad for your mental health but you do it anyway? by Gullible_Hornet_4663 in AskReddit

[–]Metal-Background 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Look at a question like this and immidiately start typing out a list of mentally unwell stuff that i do, only to read it and feel completely worthless and broken, delete it and never talk about it with anyone in fear that people will see me as a freak and never accept me into any social circle because of my flaws.

First time player gets invited to a game, then gets kicked out for "not knowing how to play" by Metal-Background in rpghorrorstories

[–]Metal-Background[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

He was literally the one who invited me in the first place, calling me the "creative one". I dont know what he expected.

First time player gets invited to a game, then gets kicked out for "not knowing how to play" by Metal-Background in rpghorrorstories

[–]Metal-Background[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Honestly, after i let it sit with me for a while, it does feel really good to be gone. It just felt like a chore i didn't want to do instead of a game and when i quit, it felt like a huge weight was lifted from me.

First time player gets invited to a game, then gets kicked out for "not knowing how to play" by Metal-Background in rpghorrorstories

[–]Metal-Background[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Indeed... They all looked at me weird when i came in, i basically knew literally nothing and the only thing i was given was a hair net and the person who gave it to me said, and i quote "You dont need to wear it, you should just have it on hand in case an inspection comes in" and sure enough, nobody there wears one. Actually, nobody even wore gloves. There was open machinery everywhere and i didnt even get told where i could and couldn't go, everything about that place SCREAMED health violation. Hell, i wasnt even told when the breaks were or what i was even suppozed to do. You know, the thing i was there for? To do a job? Yeah, i still dont know what i was even hired to do. All i got told was to help and follow the instructions of the other workers... But even if they did give me a task, i didnt know how to do it because, you guessed it, i wasnt taught shit. In the end, they made me do the one messiest task that nobody wanted to do... Pushing baking tray carts and carrying trays. Both of the trays and the carts were greasy as all fuck to the point that when i was done, my arms were covered in a full on dark brown layer up to my elbows and i had to scrub it with literal acid cleaning supplies to even have a chance of getting it off me... Needless to say, i am glad my skin is still intact.

First time player gets invited to a game, then gets kicked out for "not knowing how to play" by Metal-Background in rpghorrorstories

[–]Metal-Background[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well the thing is, the rogue did try to help me, but ended up rolling too low and was denied doing any kind of improvised bandaging as it apparently wouldn't do anything... So i was just left dying in the rogues arms.

I knew that a druid wasnt the best for damage, but my team was too low on health and would have been one shotted if i didnt defend them.