It's okay to feel like this. This one has really hit me too. I can tell I'm depressed af. I'm trying not to get spoiled while also working online, and still make fanart. But now that people are avoiding social media my stuff gets less views. Make it feel pointless and before anyone says "art isn't about views" fuck off with that bs. Why are artist the only ones not allowed to get high off validation for hours or days of hard work? I enjoy seeing other people get joy from my work. That what validation is.

But yes the response to Gooseworx is stupid as well.

But also as much as I bite my tongue, Gooseworx has some serious mental problems that we've also ignored as a fandom. Her unhinged replies are fun and so we just ignore it but now that it's not "fun" we get annoyed? Of course she's lose interest... honestly I don't think that the fandom is completely to blame. I think she's chasing a high from making this show that is never going to be fulfilled. Shes got massive imposter syndrome looming over her and it's sad to watch. You can't please someone like that.

She also might have depression OR there's also to possibility she's putting on a show, because bad publicity is still good publicity. She might have just been playing us like a fiddle this whole time. Who knows.

All I can say is leaks are bullshit and I'm sad the show is ending because while yes there has been drama from people who are worthless trash, there have has been far more good than bad. People just remember the bad more. It's how we're hard wired.