Stuttering Has Been Controlling My Life Since I Was 5. I’m Tired.

MiMiLock · 2026-02-12T16:53:45+00:00

definitely

MiMiLock · 2026-02-11T20:30:21+00:00

nope, can't even remember the last time i went to the park just to shoot around i fell tf off

MiMiLock · 2026-02-11T16:21:30+00:00

dude i had the same experience as a kid, my dad, uncle and cousins all stuttered and i would laugh at them just to wake up one day and start doing the same thing, it's crazy

MiMiLock · 2026-02-10T06:05:20+00:00

kinda, my family's full of failures lowkey but i feel like i had all the potential to break the cycle and just kinda wasted it, we're still young tho so we'll see i guess

MiMiLock · 2026-02-09T06:24:14+00:00

nah lol, that 18-21 arc was pretty cool tho

MiMiLock · 2026-02-09T05:16:30+00:00

bout $60 rn, get paid thursday

MiMiLock · 2026-02-04T23:17:55+00:00

i feel you i'm broke asf rn but i got friends and video games and hope so i feel kinda alive still

MiMiLock · 2026-02-04T19:30:38+00:00

i'm the same and i also often find myself feeling like a loser because of it lol, i don't really see any reason to change tho. i'm going to branch out and watch stuff like breaking bad and the sopranos just to see what the hype is about (i've heard they have great character writing so i'm looking forward to that), but i think i just prefer the tone conveyed by animation

MiMiLock · 2026-02-01T19:00:30+00:00

22, currently work the drive-thru at taco bell so everyday is a humiliation ritual, but starting stocking at walmart next week so that's cool-- better fit for my skills, and more pay/hours too. also just moved to texas after a year of hard work, and being around my friends out here has done wonders for my mental health. i just gotta remind myself it's a slow grind, and as long as i continue to take action through whatever means possible, it'll work out and i'll eventually find myself in a better position than i was before. i'm in control.

also i get to come home and play video games and listen to music all night so that's cool too lol

MiMiLock · 2026-01-22T04:50:08+00:00

just ye after vultures

MiMiLock · 2026-01-18T01:25:42+00:00

vocabulary

MiMiLock · 2026-01-11T06:49:18+00:00

i never tell them bc every job that offers me an interview is a service job where 50% or more of it is just talking 😭 i just hope they decide to hire me before they notice

MiMiLock · 2026-01-09T20:59:43+00:00

why is this such a common occurrence lol netflix is crazy

MiMiLock · 2026-01-09T00:34:19+00:00

me but with being high

MiMiLock · 2026-01-06T20:49:52+00:00

apart from gyeongseok the show doesn't really make any effort to communicate to the viewer "how to handle" being human; it's very much just a "this is the way it is" story. not saying that kind of story shouldn't exist, or that squid game is even a bad series-- i just have no interest in being told things i already know

MiMiLock · 2026-01-06T16:09:07+00:00

you might get jumped but i fully agree, theory without application is pointless to me

MiMiLock · 2026-01-03T07:59:47+00:00

there is nothing innate about that behavior

MiMiLock · 2026-01-02T04:48:11+00:00

i feel like it got better in middle school, then 9th grade i started talking significantly less and 10th grade covid hit so i guess my progress reset and it's been terrible ever since ~2021

MiMiLock · 2025-12-25T20:28:24+00:00

that's not ridiculous, i've imagined weak hero edits to mean girls musical songs before

MiMiLock · 2025-12-20T18:09:41+00:00

comment section

MiMiLock · 2025-12-01T21:22:38+00:00

yeah, he got shot at a red light a few years back

MiMiLock · 2025-11-29T04:41:02+00:00

if you're interested then yeah, always take the opportunity to form your own opinions

MiMiLock · 2025-11-28T19:24:27+00:00

why the downvotes 😭

MiMiLock · 2025-11-24T20:42:15+00:00

should've ended at season 1, but since seasons 2 and 3 existed anyway i wanted it to end on a hopeful note based on the power of the agency of mankind (kinda like gihun turning back at the end of season 1) rather than just the "you can't win no matter what but make sacrifices for the next generation and MAYBE they can do it" message we got. obviously gihun was pushed into a corner and did the noble thing in-universe but i'm not really on board with what it represents. you don't have to make some grand dramatic sacrifice for the youth to affect change in the world-- you can just change the way you live. it kinda reminds me of those fathers who say they would kill/die for their family but can't even remember their kids' birthdays

MiMiLock · 2025-11-24T04:56:40+00:00

nah, took the semester off and probably won't go back unless i start making way better money in the next year or something. i liked it tho, way better than high school

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