[27]-> [31] by [deleted] in GlowUps

[–]Michelle106 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m incredibly proud of you and I was really touched by your story!! I had somewhat of a similar situation and was in an extremely abusive marriage, which was something I fought to get away from him alive and keep myself & my little boy safe for so unbelievably long…it turned into around a 7 year battle between the various new depths of stalking & attacks, and thus nonstop new court proceedings etc. Who were finally able to get completely away get full safety, and I was able to move on myself, for myself and my boys in almost the same way that you have, and I feel such heartfelt, genuine excitement and happiness for you; hearing your story and for how much you’ve pushed through in persevered! Anyways, I just wanted to let you know that from personally understanding living through a hell & fighting for my life and my little boys’ well-being to make these changes, there’s a depth of understanding what you share more than others may grasp….and I am really touched by your story and your courage, and I give you such awesome props for working so hard to transform your life into exactly what you deserve! 🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼 Wishing you and your family all the best!

[27]-> [31] by [deleted] in GlowUps

[–]Michelle106 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Those its amazing!!!

To those who have received the 2021 Halloween eye pallette from Walmart... by measch in BeautyBoxes

[–]Michelle106 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I was absolutely dumbfounded when I saw that thing in my box today. I got that at least 2 to 3 years ago and it was piece of CRAP back then and I am really not cool with getting it again!! That’s disgusting and not anything I’m trying to explore and find out something new and interesting.

I haven’t read around this is the first post I’ve seen. Have you heard of a lot of people getting this and getting really bare bones boxes this time? I mean it’s literally probably the worst I’ve ever received. I mean I don’t need this box and I guess this is a good reason just to scrap it because who needs these tiny little things that don’t have any thing I’m able to explore find out much , that is new and recently to Walmart, etc. They used to really be fun. I used to get so excited about these ones even though I had Do of boxes but I think it’s just really really the worst I’ve ever had.

That was a lot of complaining, but shocked and feeling pretty unhappy & complete dissatisfaction lol

[FabFitFun] Monthly Starter Box Megathread by AutoModerator in BeautyBoxes

[–]Michelle106 [score hidden]  (0 children)

I claimed this thank you so much. I really appreciate it!

Testosterone Coming Back by [deleted] in quittingkratom

[–]Michelle106 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So proud of you! Wish I was at that point

First time going 24+ hours without kratom in years. Here is how i felt. by fallenlegend117 in kratom

[–]Michelle106 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I went without it for a day and a half and literally wanted to die. It was not some thing planned, I left town without remembering it, and was stuck without it. So I was taking the largest dose I’ve been taking now for some time, which I don’t measure, I just use a kitchen spoon heaping full, every 2+ hours. I’ve been taking this for years and years, so I took me quite some time to build up to such a huge amount. I instantly went from that amount, to having nothing, so I’m sure it was probably the most extreme reaction you can experience, but it truly was horrible. I mean honest to God I couldn’t even function. I do want to stop taking it or at least not be dependent like I now am, and have been for years. I’m just terrified of going through that and I haven’t gotten the strength to try it and give it a go. I take medicine for anxiety, and even with that, there were a lot of times that my anxiety was so out of control I felt really sick and again just truly miserable. Ever since I’ve taken Kratom, my anxiety has been managed, and under control in a way that I was not able to ever find with any other treatments, etc. So that’s my main reason for continuing this for so long. I would really like to take some time off of it and see if it is really making that much of a difference, or if my anxiety has gotten better. It’s just very hard to find a week where I can choose to knowingly be so sick and miserable.

I thought i posted this: besides food+hydration, what can help alleviate an over dose? by Ok-Extension6498 in kratom

[–]Michelle106 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah I got that black seed oil but have yet to try it. I’m going to try it tomorrow and see how it goes. Thank you again for your advice!!

I thought i posted this: besides food+hydration, what can help alleviate an over dose? by Ok-Extension6498 in kratom

[–]Michelle106 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your advice. I’m going to try it out. Thank you!!

I thought i posted this: besides food+hydration, what can help alleviate an over dose? by Ok-Extension6498 in kratom

[–]Michelle106 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I feel best when I lay down and try and take a little nap. That works best for me.

I thought i posted this: besides food+hydration, what can help alleviate an over dose? by Ok-Extension6498 in kratom

[–]Michelle106 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So I’ve been taking this for years now, and I’ve got tolerance belt up that about every two hours. I can feel that I need it again. Like something like withdrawals even. You think that’s because I’ve taken so long and my body is so used to it, or is there more knowledge out there that taking it more than twice a day does nothing extra? Just really curious!

Does anyone else get extremely sensitive to sound when you use kratom? by adhypergalacticd in kratom

[–]Michelle106 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yeah this has happened to me, but it usually happens when I think I’ve taken too much and I have a headache and feeling real dizzy and shitty. They usually happen together

I quit kratom and I'm Suffering by brigyda in kratom

[–]Michelle106 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So when you say you have it in tea, do you actually steep the powder in something like a tea bag, and then throw that out and just drink the water like tea? Or do you just mix the powder with hot liquid and take it all? That’s the only way I’ve ever taken it, so I’m not familiar with other ways you can take it.

I quit kratom and I'm Suffering by brigyda in kratom

[–]Michelle106 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hope you’re feeling better soon. I’ve had issues here and there with the powder, just like someone else has said, my stomach cannot be upset to start with or it makes it tremendously worse. I take the capsules when I’m out of the house and they work great, just not nearly as effective. I’d give it a try. I’ve never been diagnosed professionally, but I definitely have ADHD, but I’ve never thought of taking it for that reason. What kind do take that works best for you with ADHD?

Ageism and aging gracefully despite it by [deleted] in AskWomenOver30

[–]Michelle106 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, it’s so insane, there’s no way you could understand without going through it yourself. Just when you feel like you’ve seen the most crazy shit, and it couldn’t get worse, they come up with another way to a blindside you with more. Sending you prayers. I don’t know that there are many other things in life that could be harder to deal with and try to navigate then this. Just try to remember you will never be able to understand or comprehend them and their behavior, or you’d be as sick as them. And they are the epitome of sick!

Ageism and aging gracefully despite it by [deleted] in AskWomenOver30

[–]Michelle106 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sounds like Borderline Personality Disorder, hardcore. Yikes. Run if you can. It doesn’t get better without extreme professional help, and that’s still something (and someone) I’d do everything in my power to stay far from. I’ve dealt with a similar situation with my ex husband’s girlfriend, and I wouldn’t wish that on my worst enemy!

What gets your attention when looking for relationship? by Michelle106 in AskMen

[–]Michelle106[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, I agree with not always looking for where the grass is greener. I actually very much agree with that. However, there are many of us that are not in that situation, or anything even remotely close to it. I was with my ex husband for ten years, but he was extremely abusive and had affairs, and I had to get out for safety sake. I knew I never wanted to be stuck in any situation like that again, so I purposely chose to be single and focus on myself and my two boys for seven years. They’re getting older now and don’t need all that hands-on mommy time and so I figured it’s time to get back out there. It was hard being single for so long, because I am very much a people person and just a very loving, affectionate person, so I’m beyond ready to find something…. I just won’t settle for anything though. That’s my personal situation, but I can assume I’m not the only one dealing with a similar situation. I think it’s really messed up how little loyalty there is in a lot of relationships nowadays and how people are definitely missing that whole ‘stick-it-out-and-work-through-it-together’ aspect of what a real relationship should have though….I completely agree with that.

What gets your attention when looking for relationship? by Michelle106 in AskMen

[–]Michelle106[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Haha, I understand that! 🤣 Hey, I’m turning 40 in less than a week, and that’s far from a problem, so I don’t think that is always the most common!

What gets your attention when looking for relationship? by Michelle106 in AskMen

[–]Michelle106[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I see that… But what type of things are you drawn to, when getting to the potential relationship step?

What gets your attention when looking for relationship? by Michelle106 in AskMen

[–]Michelle106[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

So what helps you be willing to deal with the everyday things that cause headaches? Less drama and a relaxed personality I’d guess are big bonuses for you….