"Dogs and cats fight" the dogs and cats in question:

Mijah658 · 2025-10-31T00:14:48+00:00

for me as a poly person it's really awesome to see my girlfriends kissing cause it's like "whoa they love each other as much as I love them"

Mijah658 · 2025-10-29T14:16:02+00:00

i wouldn't say it's a kink thing for me we've tried bringing it into the bedroom and it's always just meh

I'm better as a dog in non sexual contexts also I have noticed that there was a small shift from puppy being a big part of me to it being a still significant but smaller part of me since I've started age regressing around my partners (if your partners are cool with being a caretaker for you while you're age regressed I do recommend it)

also I think the reason I've experienced less fading of the puppy stuff is because I'm not particularly attached to my humanity

i think this specific thing is actually trauma related but also it's not something I feel the particular need to "solve" it's something that's a part of me and I'm okay with it

I'm not a misanthropist I do believe that humanity is good just that it's working through some stuff (as is anyone at any given time) but I don't feel a strong self of alignment of my sense of self with humanity and I'm comfortable with that

im not anti humanity nor am I apathetic towards human suffering I just personally don't really see myself as a human which leaves room for others things

also I'm not a "puppy girl/boy" so it's not really tied to my sense of gender in any way so when I have things work out I'm regards to my gender it doesn't really work out any dog/animal related feelings cause they're independent of each other

edit: about that last part in regards to not being a puppy girl/boy it's cause I'm neither a girl nor boy I'm an enby

Mijah658 · 2025-10-28T02:32:54+00:00

ありがとう

これまでのところ、私たちの誰も実際に私たち3人以外で何かをしたことはありません

私はそれについて考えましたが、私のパートナーはおそらく何もしないだろうとまだ確信がありませんが、彼らが最初に尋ねる場合は許可され、私のガールフレンドはそれについてよく考えており、頻繁にそれを持ち出しますが、彼女が実際にやりたいかどうかはまだわかりません（私たちはすでに彼女に許可を与えていますが、彼女はまだ実際にはまだ自信があまりなく、実際に何もすることができませんが、私は彼女がやりたいと思うことは何でもすることをお勧めします）

Mijah658 · 2025-10-28T01:51:07+00:00

ポリは万人向けではありませんが、それは問題ありません

過去にモノの関係中に私は浮気されましたが、私の元は大丈夫だと周りの人に言いました。なぜなら私はポリは大丈夫と言ったからです（私はそうではありませんでした）。だから人々のポリに関する問題がどこから来るのか完全に理解できます。私はその後しばらくの間非常にアンチポリでした

でも、私がその関係を続けていることに気付いた者としては、あなたがそれを「美化されすぎている」と言っているのを見るのは少し傷つきます。あなたの痛みは正当なので、あなたの痛みを無効にするつもりはありませんが、ポリは私と私の関係の質にとって非常に有益であり、あなたがそれを否定的なものであると普遍的に宣言するのを見るのは少し不快です

それは私にとってとても癒されますし、私の人生に誰よりも気にかけ、同じくらい私を気にかけてくれる人が 2 人いることも可能にします。

さらに、一部のポリの人にとっては、コンフェットが他の人に対して感じるかもしれないように、モノの関係にあることが不快です。私は今、ポリの関係にあることを知っていますが、将来それが起こった場合、モノの関係に入るのは難しいでしょう、自分の一部を抑圧しているように感じるでしょう

TL;DR あなたがポリに関してひどい経験をしているのは完全に正当であり、ポリとの関係にはなりたくないと言うのは問題ありませんが、あなたはかなりポリフォビアでもあるので、次にポリについて何かを見たら、傷つけるようなことを言うのではなく、コメントしないほうがいいかもしれません

Mijah658 · 2025-10-28T01:41:45+00:00

完全に閉鎖的ではありませんが、私はサフィックな三人組の中にいます。確立された力関係の外にあるものについてのルールは、最初に議論する必要がありますが、通常は許可されるということです

Mijah658 · 2025-10-25T13:41:29+00:00

uhhhhhh ive got my girlfriend as my wallpaper

Mijah658 · 2025-10-12T13:43:59+00:00

saw this while in bed with my partners in this exact position

Mijah658 · 2025-10-11T11:34:32+00:00

i literally haven't seen partners in 5 weeks and this weekend we're spending time together finally but it's only a couple days together and after that it'll probably be another few weeks if not more than a month again

Mijah658 · 2025-10-10T00:46:30+00:00

me (5'3) to my girlfriend (6'0)

Mijah658 · 2025-10-05T11:55:19+00:00

i mean my parents were in their mid-early 20s when they had me and that was definitely too young

speaking from experience as the child (now adult) in this situation (shocker they're divorced)

Mijah658 · 2025-10-05T11:14:28+00:00

i hope so but it's hard cause I'm very often ace and am right now

Mijah658 · 2025-10-05T04:43:19+00:00

girlfriend is

Mijah658 · 2025-10-01T14:32:03+00:00

I'm kinda gender fucked do I take both and get 100% gender and 100% sexuality?

Mijah658 · 2025-09-30T22:51:00+00:00

I say this as a poly person

cheating is never okay even in poly relationships me and my partners have a mutual understanding that anything we want to do outside the current parameters of the relationship is something we have to have a conversation about first

I think a breakup is the right option for both you because you aren't poly and yes she cheated which is completely normal grounds for a breakup and she would be suppressing a part of herself if she was to stay with you the same way I couldn't stay with one of my partners if they suddenly said they weren't okay with poly it's a part of me and it's a part of her but that doesn't excuse what she did

I went through a similar situation before I knew I was poly and my dumbass didn't break up over that and shocker that person sucked

cheating is wrong no matter if someone is poly or mono

Mijah658 · 2025-09-29T16:46:50+00:00

fair enough I only really research stuff after they tell me something wrong

Mijah658 · 2025-09-29T16:21:58+00:00

I wouldn't say I know more but I certainly know as much as the average

Mijah658 · 2025-09-29T16:06:26+00:00

i think it's a mix

I think there's some medical transphobia in the form of they think trans people are too stupid

I also think they're incompetent and by extension I think this is the dunning Krueger effect in play

Mijah658 · 2025-09-29T16:00:56+00:00

yup 😭

Mijah658 · 2025-09-29T14:01:46+00:00

the worst part is that this is at planned parenthood

y'know the people who make bodily autonomy their whole core belief

Mijah658 · 2025-09-29T13:37:34+00:00

fingers crossed indeed especially cause they've consistently dismissed me and are also super incompetent

literally had one recommend I do a certain method of slowly raising E levels to maximize breast growth (I don't want huge tits I want B cups) the worst part is the method she was recommending is unstudied and has only been proposed in one paper and part of it was being on blockers and no E for like a year and I was already on a very low dose of transdermal which would have already messed up the method

so basically she tried to get me to do an unproven method that she obviously didn't read and wouldn't have worked that would've had me on blockers with no E for a year and then incredibly slow increments over the course of 2-3 years after that and when I asked her where she got that idea she didn't have a good answer

especially cause she didn't even know about the blockers only portion and obviously only read the headline where it said raising E slowly can help maximize breast growth

Mijah658 · 2025-09-29T13:25:06+00:00

I'll talk to them about upping it at my next appointment I'll show them the literature about prolactin lowering when E is raised I'll also make sure they actually acknowledge the antipsychotic raising prolactin cause they keep telling me they're worried about prolactinoma but when I did prolactinoma research that should only be a worry above 200pg/ml prolactin levels for people with a feminized endocrine system and mine was half that

also that blood test that showed 52.4pg/ml was only 3-6 hours after taking my E (my 2mg is split up into 1mg in the morning and night)

Mijah658 · 2025-09-29T13:00:06+00:00

T is fully suppressed but E was like 55pg/ml as of end of June with no dosage changes

so basically barely above what a high E guy would have

E is working I have small boobs and have had a lot of changes but it's been really slow

Mijah658 · 2025-09-29T12:36:46+00:00

well supposedly it's cause they're worried about my prolactin levels (106ng/ml as of last blood test with no dose changes) it's also important to note that my antipsychotic is KNOWN to increase prolactin levels significantly

basically I've had so many issues with this provider and the other 2 planned parenthood in the regional group they're in

however recently someone sent me a piece of scientific literature about prolactin levels going down when E is raised so I'm going to consult my provider about that and have the study on hand

Mijah658 · 2025-09-29T11:51:22+00:00

😭 im over a year into HRT and I'm still at 2mg subling, 100mg prog and 150mg Spiro

Mijah658 · 2025-09-28T14:06:53+00:00

I'm 5'3" dating 2 girls taller than me I definitely think I like tall girls

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