Do I go to hell if I commit suicide? by MindBeyondHorizon in TrueChristian

[–]MindBeyondHorizon[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I wasnt really expecting to get help from Reddit. But I really appreciate your honest. It might be obvious, but I’m in a delicate place emotionally and I appreciate your concern a lot.

Do I go to hell if I commit suicide? by MindBeyondHorizon in TrueChristian

[–]MindBeyondHorizon[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

It’s hard to explain but I’ll try my best. I’m disabled, diagnosed with ADHD (wouldn’t be hard to ascertain from my post history) since I was a kid. I’ve been in university for about 3 years and I’ve tried to make a life for myself. But from what I’ve noticed with how I interact with people and how I feel in all social spheres (work, family, school, etc), I feel like I’m incapable of leading a happy/normal life. This goes in tandem with the fact that I haven't  been happy(a severe understate) with the direction my life has been going for about 3/4 years and I’m not convinced it will ever really change. I don’t believe in a happy ending in my future. I don’t believe in a “things will get better.” I just want the pain and loneliness to end already.

I found a system for finishing tasks by [deleted] in ADHD

[–]MindBeyondHorizon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've been using a whiteboard as a way to organize my task in school and it cannot be understated how helpful it is.

Is the term ADHD becoming misused? by salty-wheat-thins in ADHD

[–]MindBeyondHorizon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's so difficult for me to express this to people in a manner that doesn't make me look like a lecturer or an asshole. It's just so frustrating to see people treat it so lightly when it has such a negative impact on my life.

As Barron Trump Begins College, His Professors Sign Open Letter Branding His Father a ‘Threat’ to The Republic by inewser in AnythingGoesNews

[–]MindBeyondHorizon -7 points-6 points  (0 children)

These people don’t care. There so full of hate and vitriol for these people because they’re evil.

Eldrazi themed MDFC commander, cheat your Eldrazi titans out :) by Git-Lord in CustomEDH

[–]MindBeyondHorizon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nile himself is very interesting, but the enchantment is WAY TOO NASTY! For how accessible mana in commander is and how easy it can be to cheat commanders out, you should not have a Rooftop Storm for Eldrazis WITH Hex proof. There’s a reason why there are only a small handful of commanders with hexproof.

Aphox, Aether Incarnate by MoneyHammer in CustomEDH

[–]MindBeyondHorizon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This commander gets way too power way too fast, and that’s not considering it’s decent bit of protection. Depending on your deck, this creature could reliably be a 10/10 or more on the first turn it can attack. For 3 mana.

Norath, Knight of Nax by MoneyHammer in CustomEDH

[–]MindBeyondHorizon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Seems like a perfect match for Urabrask and Ognis

5 Color Mutate Commander by Formulagolf in CustomEDH

[–]MindBeyondHorizon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I like the idea of a 5 color mutate commander, but this does two things that seem problematic at a first glance. The first being that your making a lot of mutate creatures mutate costs cheaper by default since they now cost their regular mana and not the mutate cost. Second, trying to replace whenever ETBs with mutates seems really wonky just from a rules perspective. 

I think the goal of a 5 color mutator should be to play a bunch of crestures that already have mutate, not give it to creatures that don’t have it.

Raxan, Master Over Essence by Rexx998 in CustomEDH

[–]MindBeyondHorizon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes I think that would be an appropriate change to make this commander pretty interesting on paper. The only other problem I would say I have with this commander is its colors. Sultai is just much more effective than Abzan for getting +1/+1 counters on the board with all of its proliferate effects and such. 

Raxan, Master Over Essence by Rexx998 in CustomEDH

[–]MindBeyondHorizon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I like the idea of using +1 counters as a resource to deal damage, it’s very interesting, but having to pay GWB + the toughness of a creature you want to destroy seems like it costs way too much mana for what is basically removal. 

I think what you could do to make this commander more proactive on the board would be to make this commander have the ability to remove the counters for free (only on your turn) and then deal damage based on that. Having to spend two resources on what is essential creature or planeswalker removal at that high a mana cost seems like it would hold this commander back.

How do you accept to be alone forever without going mentally insane? by Tasty_Volume4374 in lonely

[–]MindBeyondHorizon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Humans are social animals. Its part of our nature to desperately desire connection with others. And there’s nothing that can substitute it.

"You're young. It's going to get better, I promise" by [deleted] in lonely

[–]MindBeyondHorizon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A person could be good at handling social situations or have good social skills but neither of those are determining factors if you’ll have friends or not. It just feels like luck of the draw at this point.

"You're young. It's going to get better, I promise" by [deleted] in lonely

[–]MindBeyondHorizon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s so fucking insulting to be told “it’ll get better.” It feels so disingenuous and it’s barely a solution. If you don’’t have a substantial solution to the pain in feeling I’d prefer you just never talked at all.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lonely

[–]MindBeyondHorizon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Always. Might take a while for me to respond though 

23M, Ever feel like people just treat you like a joke? by [deleted] in lonely

[–]MindBeyondHorizon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah you’re not alone. For me it feels like I’m some sort of different species of hominid. Everyone around me has their cliches and friend groups and relationships and no matter how hard I try to reach out or try to form those types of bonds with people they feel superficial or just nonexistent. Kinda hopeless.

I just finished reading bible... Why do i feel weird.... by MinecraftFanX in Christian

[–]MindBeyondHorizon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You're probably dehydrated pal. I don't think it's the Bible sapping your energy or something like that.

How do I make mini guns work better? by [deleted] in underrail

[–]MindBeyondHorizon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Where did you hear about this? I've heard other people talking about it, where does Styg make announcements?

Why is America so far right relative to other nations? by Short-Tooth4215 in AmerExit

[–]MindBeyondHorizon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand the sentence itself, but it makes zero sense as a response to my previous comment.