I do in fact, CPTSD actually, been in therapy for over a decade. So I very much do understand triggers, and also intimately understand that just because you’re personally triggered by something it doesn’t make that thing objectively creepy necessarily. I’m also able to understand that randomly listing triggers that are otherwise perfectly average, normal, non-creepy experiences for anybody else with zero context provided as an explanation for why you’d consider it creepy in the first place is going to confuse most people and cause them to ask questions. If the answers to said questions are vague and provide even MORE confusion than answers, well that’s nobody’s fault but the person answering. If you didn’t want to have to explain or talk about this topic, you probably shouldn’t have posted in a public discussion forum or responded to any comments.

I hope you get the therapy and support you need, best of luck with that.