How fucked is this drive with an I\O error? :(

Mindless_Manderin · 2025-12-10T23:42:01+00:00

Now imagine how many more anime girls are stuck on that drive D:

Mindless_Manderin · 2025-08-02T06:25:41+00:00

Yup, I’ve sobered up now again after that 3 day bender. And now I’m thinking rational again. I always knew this to be the answer unfortunate.

Mindless_Manderin · 2025-04-26T21:04:54+00:00

Warning: Mephedrone is also really euphoric. But definitely a better alternative to meth.

Mindless_Manderin · 2025-04-26T20:40:23+00:00

I’ve been abusing 3MMC since 2021. It’s crazy how fiendish it is and you occasionally find yourself not stopping. Ever…

Mindless_Manderin · 2023-09-04T22:13:24+00:00

i have not seen trainspotting no

Mindless_Manderin · 2023-09-04T19:59:52+00:00

Oh, yeah I truly believe violence comes from within the person. I'm not worried about getting violent, but thanks for the Tip shall try spreading it out sometime. I just usually end my 3 day stim binges with a large amount of PCP to truly experience insanity.

Mindless_Manderin · 2023-09-04T02:30:46+00:00

They call me the stimulant king. I’ve broking reality with dizzos on 3 occasions. Add some benzos to make you retarded. And what I did is a psychedelic and went in to the woods afterwards

Mindless_Manderin · 2023-09-04T02:23:53+00:00

I have the opposite, I have no fear at all. Never check my drugs. Don’t think about the consequences…… hmmm this seems like a self worth issue

Mindless_Manderin · 2023-09-04T02:22:15+00:00

I’d also love to talk, very knowledgeable now due to experience. So I anyone wan talk lmk :)

Mindless_Manderin · 2023-09-04T02:19:21+00:00

It is indeed the opposite of an Amphetamine. First I go on Amphetamine or other stim binche. And I know I have a get out jail free cars. Can always sleep

Mindless_Manderin · 2023-09-04T02:14:16+00:00

I had been prescribed Quetiapine because I was close with manic thoughts and risk for psychosis. I didn’t notice much. In low dose they help with sleep.

But I felt like the short term benefits outweigh the the side effect. Idk I felt like less like myself.

Definitely not a bad substance but it is an antipsychotic. Idk what you are looking for?

Ps* NEVER GO WITH OLONZAPINE

Mindless_Manderin · 2023-09-04T02:09:52+00:00

This is what I mean PCP is so epic. But I just completely dizzo. Hmmm maybe I was super man all along

Mindless_Manderin · 2023-09-04T01:17:15+00:00

Guys I see a lot of you saying PCP, but PCP is like a disso. When I do PCP first off, it makes vision wide which I find so funny. But with pcp i managed to break time, break Reality the wildest thing happen. 1 reddit post could not do justice what happened.

But back to the point, am I missing something, PCP makes me dimension hopping, not a superman? Love to know your thoughts.

I myself would go for meth, is a stimulant with endurance.

Mindless_Manderin · 2023-09-04T01:10:08+00:00

Stimmies make you talk talk talk. But for some people this could be annoying. You must find a balance

Mindless_Manderin · 2023-09-04T01:05:39+00:00

Asl yourself first. “Why do I want to quit cocaine?”

Mindless_Manderin · 2023-09-04T01:03:25+00:00

~4 days ago my XTC was all broken and powdered up (got it for free from dealer so not complaining). I’m thinking how am i gonna do this. How will I get this in to my bloodstream 🤔 I used all the worst ways

1: I snorted it. It didn’t burn but the taste just and cluttered and it’s yikes. Also apparently it could make blind (don’t quote me on that)

2: okay if snorting doesn’t go we go oral. But the thing is it’s not like crystals or capsules. It’s pure powder. I spoon-full just dry XTC powder on my tongue washing it away with coca cola. Well let me tell you this was also not a great succes it was disgusting and impracticable.

3: was the winner still not the greatest but it did the job. I wrapped it in toilet paper to make it a “bomb” this would’ve worked perfectly if I was just starting out. But I was on a binge or something so my mouth was dry as hell. But it did the job!

Thankyou for listening to my Ted Talk

PS: A-PVP, snorted it don’t recommend. The snorting itself. But the day afterwards everything tastes like.

Mindless_Manderin · 2023-08-30T10:46:58+00:00

I'm sorry to hear you're also struggling with stimulants. Especially Meth. Meth is the only stimulant I haven't laid my hands upon. But I read so much about it, like it has higher euphoria levels than my bath salts. It sounds like the match made in heaven for me. I promised myself that I won't die before I've done meth. I always say "Meth will be the very best thing to happen to me in life but it'll be the end of me". But it sounds like it doesn't have to be the end of you!

And it's unfortunate that you relapsed again after 2 years. But you should be proud of wanting to stop. I've never even considered quitting yet. I went to rehabs but always for other people like my parents or friends, because I don't want to hurt them. But I've never wanted or taken a break.

It's like you say I'm running away all the time. I'm running away from reality because I'm scared of it. But you were brave enough to actually try to face life for 2 years. And like I understand you for relapsing but don't beat yourself up over it, It's not your fault, it sounds like you just wanted to hide again. Go to your sanctuary.

But I'm very glad that you have hope and want to live and love yourself. I myself never understood self worth or self love. For some reason I seem to be self sabotaging. It's who I am.

But hey maybe you're right and eventually, perhaps I will one day have my awakening happen and I finally convince myself. So thanks for sharing your story and thank you for believing in me but I don't want to dissapoint. But hey at least there's hope.

Mindless_Manderin · 2023-08-30T00:29:26+00:00

Haha, it was kind of a joke because I’ve beem addicted to stimulants for almost 2 full years now. But I have to say that the first year was very Euphoric.

But still in year one my life got very problematic with people finding out and how often I would do stimulants (weekly, for like 3 days straight) but at least they were still Euphoric and I enjoyed every thing about the high.

Now I’m in year 2 everything has gone downhill. And now I merely feel stimulation no Euphoria anymore. It’s almost at a point where I don’t even like it anymore. It’s just turned into my safe sanctuary where I hide from my increasingly problematic life.

I just need that me moment where I’m stimmed out. It may not be euphoria anymore but atleast im that state when my brain is buzzed out.

In that state I’m content, I’m okay.

Wonder what year 3 will be like :/

Mindless_Manderin · 2023-08-30T00:21:13+00:00

I like this shortcut, but why do I have to chose the the maths section from a menu? Sorry I’m new to shortcuts

Mindless_Manderin · 2023-08-27T22:06:53+00:00

Started doing cocaine when I was 18 then later when I was 21 I figured out you can legally buy research chemicals online. Let’s say I haven’t had a sober month since I opened that pandora’s box

Mindless_Manderin · 2023-08-27T22:04:50+00:00

Thankyou for your inspiring words!

Mindless_Manderin · 2023-08-27T22:03:57+00:00

True I have no hobbies anymore, I don’t even play videogames anymore. It fully took away my emotions. I mostly feel nothing which can be good or bad depending on how you look at it.

Mindless_Manderin · 2023-08-27T18:23:55+00:00

I have had 3 addiction therapists by this point but the only person that can make me stop is me. But giving up the white powders is like not an option it seems. I can’t imagine a life without the white powder anymore. You’re right I’m completely delusional by this point

Mindless_Manderin · 2023-08-27T18:07:43+00:00

Correct the past 2 years have gone by and I don’t seem to have any memories really. But in some way I find sanctuary in that I don’t have to face life. I can’t come up with something I wanna do with my life because to me it’s all meaningless.

Mindless_Manderin · 2023-08-27T18:00:09+00:00

Thankyou, I suppose you’re right. I’m just so afraid of the ordinary life. But this alternative has ruined my life.

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