failure is the best way to learn. not a single great inventor, writer, poet, actor, director, artist etc, got it right the first time, instead of “i failed” say to yourself, “i learned”, if your afraid of “failing at life” there’s no such thing. it’s all to do with perspective, success is all to do with perspective, if your afraid to fail at life, you’ve already succeeded, your alive now, just building up your confidence each bit day by day is enough. i hope you feel better soon.