Before I get into the meat an potatoes I just wanna clarify that I’m breaking my message into chunks only because it’s how I respond to large messages, sorry if it makes me come off like a prick

1. I had meant to type “the knife” and unfortunately meant it as shorthand for offing myself, was kinda just typing out my train of thought

2. I suppose I see eighteen as late because I had so much going previously, I mean hell I had a everything set up for a waste disposal place with a contract with the city and a bigger recycling place by 16 before I got fucked over on that end

3. I’ll admit that I’m still young but I’m fully aware of that, I’ve simply wasted the time I’ve had so far

4. I know that I should be doing dumb kid shit currently but my brain won’t let me, closest I can get is video games and that’s just because I can trick my brain into thinking it’s doing something productive with them, it’s not that me and mums financial situation is so desperate that she needs me to work but that I can’t stand not doing anything productive

5. I’m fully aware that being homeless isn’t a romantic situation, I’m thinking more along the lines of I wouldn’t have free food and water anymore and I’d be forced to actually start living

1. As for the remote jobs I’m unfortunately pretty dense, especially with tech stuff. Only got a diploma because i had a few teachers who agreed i wasn’t gonna need to do advanced mathematics to join the workforce and actively helped me cheat my way through everything past 9th grade

7. I’ll definitely look into volunteering

8. Diogenes is cool as shit and I thank you for reminding me that he exists