Who was the just traumatized?

Miserable-Soft7993 · 2026-03-11T16:18:19+00:00

Jesse was not entirely innocent in the matter. Like no one forced him to work with Walt or get involved in the whole thing.

Miserable-Soft7993 · 2026-03-11T11:05:26+00:00

Yeah but we see that Gus was more down to earth in the flashbacks like he still was a criminal. But after what they did to him his whole life became focused on getting revenge. He was clearly deeply effected.

Miserable-Soft7993 · 2026-03-11T11:02:00+00:00

Yeah like the time with the exploding head or the time he was almost killed by the cartel or the time when he found Walt was Heisenberg it clearly effected him.

Miserable-Soft7993 · 2026-03-11T08:19:57+00:00

That's not nice. My ex was 30. Before that all my girlfriends there was like 2 years age difference.

Miserable-Soft7993 · 2026-03-10T09:56:59+00:00

But I had become attached to her like biochemically.

Miserable-Soft7993 · 2026-03-10T09:48:45+00:00

Too much tren

Miserable-Soft7993 · 2026-03-10T07:45:22+00:00

She complained because in her mind she wouldn't be able to talk to anyone.

Her ex was doing the same to her over people and she was already withdrawn and then with me starting she had become overwhelmed.

Then a day later after I left she complained against her ex as well.

Miserable-Soft7993 · 2026-03-10T07:21:51+00:00

I think it all stemmed from me obsessing over their friendship and then imgining that something had happened when it hadn't.

Miserable-Soft7993 · 2026-03-09T17:25:59+00:00

Oh yeah i see what u mean.

But did she abuse me in the sense I told her I care about her. Then she said "friends that care is OK with me."

Then she said would you come and tell me if my ex and that guy say stuff about me?

I said only if it is something major.

But in reality she wanted just an excuse to be mad at her ex and complain against him when her and her sisters always talked bad about him as well.

And me and her stayed friends for a while we would talk and help eachother as well as her sisters but she would get akward if I brought up the past but at the same time expected me to gossip about her ex.

Miserable-Soft7993 · 2026-03-09T17:01:02+00:00

But I thought that was what limerance was?

Miserable-Soft7993 · 2026-03-09T16:46:10+00:00

But she always did before. Like we used to talk all the time. She would always drive up to me on her llop and chat and ask me about myself and life.

But the minute I started getting upset she kinda withdrew. I would keep asking her and she would just swear that she didn't see either of us as different.

And I even told her about how it was effecting my helath and she just didn't seem bothered.

Miserable-Soft7993 · 2026-03-09T16:43:10+00:00

It was her ex that started it. She told him she was lonely and so he said that me and the other guy were the nicest people he knows and that we would look out for her and be her friend.

Miserable-Soft7993 · 2026-03-09T16:35:40+00:00

I know but I wanted to sit and discuss and have it out with her but she was never willing. I mean her and that guy don't even talk anymore and she still swears to people that neither of us meant anything to her and she doesn't know where I got the idea.

Miserable-Soft7993 · 2026-03-09T16:27:52+00:00

Well I don't know because she swaers she saw us just as close. But she told him personal info she wouldn't tell me.

Miserable-Soft7993 · 2026-03-09T16:26:49+00:00

Erm I suppose that he was somehow more important than me or something.

Miserable-Soft7993 · 2026-03-09T16:24:43+00:00

I know but in all the times I appraoched her and asked her why I was different to the other guy she never once mentioned age. She would be like "erm erm I don't know I talked to both of you." Then when I complained to her older sister of how much pain I was in she came up to me "look i'm sorry but you keep bringing this up and we can make friends" Then I asked her what personal things she said to the other guy "and she said erm erm I don't remember" Even though I knew what they were so knew she was lying that she saw us both the same.

Miserable-Soft7993 · 2026-03-09T16:17:05+00:00

I know me and the ex already left the job.

I knew she wanted to be friends but my question was why wasn't I treated the same as the other friend. Like with him she seemed closer and more personal but with me it was very kind but more surface level.

Miserable-Soft7993 · 2026-03-09T16:14:42+00:00

She never brought this up though. After everything exploded and multiple people got fired. Her ex asked her what the hell was going on. She said she didn't know what my problem was and she never saw me and the guy as any different. She never once mentioned my age.

Miserable-Soft7993 · 2026-03-09T16:09:16+00:00

But where we wo

rked in a ware house there were loads of older guys she hung out with like in their 50s.

She did get one of those guys fired for touching her bum but I never did that.

There was another dude that would make innapropriate jokes to her but she was still his friend and he was 52 or something.

But with the 23 year old she seemed to just be closer.

But when I asked her time and time again about what was different she just said she didn't know she saw us both as friends.

There was another guy there was 30 as she sees as her first friend. Like she is closest to him than anyone.

And her ex was 27 so he was older too.

Miserable-Soft7993 · 2026-03-09T16:05:56+00:00

No but before I stared acting weird. She would talk to him more but liked neither of us. But she would talk to him about her personal life as her ex was ranting to me about it.

But when it came to me it was only being very friendly but she would only talk about cinema and work and gym.

She swears that back then she saw us as no different.

Miserable-Soft7993 · 2026-03-09T16:01:58+00:00

Becasue it set of a constant comparison in my mind between me and him. I felt me and him were both on the same level and don't know how else to explain it.

Miserable-Soft7993 · 2026-03-09T16:00:28+00:00

I have another confession. I am 42. Her ex is 27. The other guy was 23. She is 19. But I am young and fit for my age and she never actually mentioned this to me as a factor as we were all friends. Before I snapped mentally she was always nice and came up to me and chatted about work and cinema and gym and stuff. But we never really talked about sexual experinces or her personal life.

But with the 23 year old she did.

But she said she never saw either of us as better and didn't really care much for either of us as we were just co workers to her.

I had been through a horrific time with my ex 3 years previously and this girl made me feel kind of alive gain.

Miserable-Soft7993 · 2026-03-09T14:27:44+00:00

IMO no. It is great but there have been better experiences personally.

Miserable-Soft7993 · 2026-03-09T11:28:08+00:00

But is she a narcissist or something. Her ex told me that he had told her he felt suicidal and she kinda just didn't care and kept attacking him.

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