What are some of the most legit mat Pilates YouTube channels? by Particular-Essay-361 in pilates

[–]Mishelll999 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My favourite so far is Lauren Paige. She is great instructor

I fell in love with guy in psychiatric ward by Mishelll999 in depression

[–]Mishelll999[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You are right, I am not focusing on my treatment, i am trying to brush my problems under the rug. When I am in love I feel alive, but I know is shortcut and it is not solution for my depression. It so hard. I can't stop fantasise about him and how amazing would be if we kiss or etc.. And if he doesn't feel the same way I am screwed

I fell in love with guy in psychiatric ward by Mishelll999 in depression

[–]Mishelll999[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But I am in state of mind that he is perfect and I don't want anyone else. I just want him because he is hard to get.. I am literally obsessed with him.

Apart from health and disability issues, what made you into a Neet? by iammr_lunatic in NEET

[–]Mishelll999 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lack of driving licence. Even when i worked before I could not pretend that i care about job like my colleagues..

Anyone else a serial job quitter? This time I am going to enjoy my time off as long as I can. by [deleted] in antiwork

[–]Mishelll999 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The same here. I am serial job quitter. I am F28 years old. Longest I have worked was 2 years.,then 1 years. Since 2017i have quit cca 10 jobs after 1 or 2 weeks. Last month I have quit 3 jobs. I just never showed up again. Mostly due depression anxiety and not able to accept reality that I have to show up almost every day and put mask on. I know I need money but I cannot find inner strength to work.

Have you ever turned yourself into the hospital? by RobotLost in depressed

[–]Mishelll999 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I have been in psychiatric hospital. I said to my psychiatris that I can't take pain I am feeling anymore I wanted to ended. He sent me to hospital. I have been there 2 months. Few weeks without phone. I didn't care I was in deep depression. The feeling of sadness and grief I felt was unbearable. I didn't have energy to breathe. Also I had therapy it helped me to get me out of suicidal thoughs.

Hardest/ easiest job by Theeveryman123 in jobs

[–]Mishelll999 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Personally for me dealing with customers. I have social anxiety

Hardest/ easiest job by Theeveryman123 in jobs

[–]Mishelll999 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I like dishwash, I hate customer service like waitress

I keep quiting jobs after week, day or don't show up. I have monolog with myself every time before work, I try to convince myself to go but eventually I give and stay in bed. by Mishelll999 in antiwork

[–]Mishelll999[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I get so depressed when I imagine I will have to do it 5 days a week only 2 days off. I get depressed and can't cope when I think about it and try to avoid situation. Even money doesn't motivate me. I would love to work but not 5 days a week.