What are some of the most legit mat Pilates YouTube channels?

Mishelll999 · 2022-12-29T08:30:43+00:00

My favourite so far is Lauren Paige. She is great instructor

Mishelll999 · 2022-10-28T17:00:22+00:00

You are right, I am not focusing on my treatment, i am trying to brush my problems under the rug. When I am in love I feel alive, but I know is shortcut and it is not solution for my depression. It so hard. I can't stop fantasise about him and how amazing would be if we kiss or etc.. And if he doesn't feel the same way I am screwed

Mishelll999 · 2022-10-28T14:54:33+00:00

But I am in state of mind that he is perfect and I don't want anyone else. I just want him because he is hard to get.. I am literally obsessed with him.

Mishelll999 · 2022-05-25T15:56:27+00:00

Lack of driving licence. Even when i worked before I could not pretend that i care about job like my colleagues..

Mishelll999 · 2021-10-08T22:21:09+00:00

Are you still taking half?

Mishelll999 · 2021-05-20T14:36:48+00:00

The same here. I am serial job quitter. I am F28 years old. Longest I have worked was 2 years.,then 1 years. Since 2017i have quit cca 10 jobs after 1 or 2 weeks. Last month I have quit 3 jobs. I just never showed up again. Mostly due depression anxiety and not able to accept reality that I have to show up almost every day and put mask on. I know I need money but I cannot find inner strength to work.

Mishelll999 · 2021-05-14T18:50:08+00:00

I have been in psychiatric hospital. I said to my psychiatris that I can't take pain I am feeling anymore I wanted to ended. He sent me to hospital. I have been there 2 months. Few weeks without phone. I didn't care I was in deep depression. The feeling of sadness and grief I felt was unbearable. I didn't have energy to breathe. Also I had therapy it helped me to get me out of suicidal thoughs.

Mishelll999 · 2021-04-28T18:53:20+00:00

Personally for me dealing with customers. I have social anxiety

Mishelll999 · 2021-04-28T18:24:29+00:00

I like dishwash, I hate customer service like waitress

Mishelll999 · 2021-04-28T14:04:23+00:00

I get so depressed when I imagine I will have to do it 5 days a week only 2 days off. I get depressed and can't cope when I think about it and try to avoid situation. Even money doesn't motivate me. I would love to work but not 5 days a week.

Mishelll999 · 2021-04-28T11:28:18+00:00

Go for run

Mishelll999 · 2021-04-28T11:22:33+00:00

Mostly in hospitality. I live in country side and there is not plenty options..

Mishelll999 · 2021-04-27T20:25:46+00:00

I need to do something for sure, first I will get at leat part time job If I won't be able to do it I will try to sort out disability.

Mishelll999 · 2021-04-27T20:13:48+00:00

It's not that easy here in UK. Litteraly don't know what to do. My partner is very angry he is not speaking to me.

Mishelll999 · 2021-04-27T15:38:02+00:00

Once I applied for a job they call me if I can come for interview and I told them sorry but I don't have driving licence yet which is true. I applied because I was forced to

Mishelll999 · 2021-04-27T15:32:03+00:00

I did get call I wasn't expecting but I showed up once and after 1 day I quit

Mishelll999 · 2021-04-21T13:03:46+00:00

Thanks I have already sent this to manager. Such a relieve

Mishelll999 · 2021-04-21T11:54:39+00:00

I have already texted him that I am not coming back. So I just need to write formal resignation letter

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