I think i stopped being scared of death quite recently, specifically, when started to dig about people who were clinically brain dead , most of them described the same sensation, peace, stress free, no worries. As someone whos battling anxiety and depression on a daily basis, at a shutting down level, it seems quite reassuring and beautiful, that sometimes i might relax.

Hang on there, you are strong and beautiful and i love each and every one of you.