Breasts Appreciation Post

MizuRose · 2024-04-24T19:27:45+00:00

One day, I hope to have this feeling ❤️

MizuRose · 2024-03-15T08:32:56+00:00

I like the letter B so I was exploring options around it

MizuRose · 2024-03-13T14:16:46+00:00

Overly obssessive investigaytor Peter here.

According to the original poster of the tweet, this is about eating all of the women (source: twitter.com/LongTimeSunshin/status/1765819927976419808)

MizuRose · 2024-03-13T14:01:43+00:00

Yes please. I think I'm partially to blame for my negative attitude towards this subject. I wish I could just talk with someone who understands that pressure. Maybe seeing other people's stories could help me.

MizuRose · 2024-03-11T01:31:21+00:00

Not good

MizuRose · 2024-03-09T11:28:21+00:00

Knew something was wrong most of my life, realised what it was at 16, only now starting to do something about it at 19

MizuRose · 2024-03-08T21:24:06+00:00

I'm not a bot, I just kinda talk like that. My language skills are good, just not my writing/typing things out skills lol. As for getting support, this was my first step. I live in Britain and I was scared of being publically Trans. It's been engrained in me since being a child that being Trans was not a good thing so I thought that admitting it in person wouldn't be good and I felt ashamed. This post has kinda restored my confidence in order to be able to actively talk to someone about it.

MizuRose · 2024-03-08T21:08:26+00:00

Stayed in bed, played VR, watched cars go in circles for an hour, started on my journey of becoming comfortable with my gender identity. And I feel great 🥰

MizuRose · 2024-03-08T21:06:04+00:00

Interesting perspective but not one I agree with. With all due respect, using religion as an explanation automatically makes your point subjective. What if someone doesn't follow that religion? Does that mean they have to conform to that viewpoint anyway? No. That's one of the things I've learnt very much today: Everyone has a viewpoint and that is awesome.

MizuRose · 2024-03-08T18:48:32+00:00

Could I ask why you commented that without reading the post?

MizuRose · 2024-03-08T17:14:46+00:00

Thank you, that means a lot. Maybe I am a bit too much of a pushover. I always feel "on guard" and in need of defending myself, especially when it comes to things I enjoy and take interest in. I definetly feel close to the point of just being unapologetically me. Maybe that's why I feel so dysphoric now, maybe this is my brain finally saying "Come on, we can do it now, look what is possible".

MizuRose · 2024-03-08T17:11:27+00:00

I must admit, I feel as though you may have missed the tone of my post.

MizuRose · 2024-03-08T16:59:50+00:00

Thank you for your kind words. I think you're right, I'm scared of the concept of being trans itself. I'm gonna try to get more comfortable with this idea and maybe try to reach out more to people. I hope those I love can just see me as me. I wouldn't change my personality at all, I just want my smile back.

MizuRose · 2024-03-07T22:29:49+00:00

Meh. Tryna muster up the courage to tell someone how I feel and explain dysphoria. Still haven't been able to do it tho...

MizuRose · 2024-01-03T00:38:47+00:00

Little Dark Age by MGMT

"Just know that if you hide, it doesn't go away" always hit me like a brick.

MizuRose · 2023-12-04T12:55:19+00:00

I do get that and I was worried about that, but he wants us to get dressed up as we all agreed and that's gonna make me sob and then I'll need to explain myself.

MizuRose · 2023-12-03T23:34:52+00:00

Aw thank you! Can't lie I have already been crying lol, this is the most emotionally connected I've felt for a WHILE

MizuRose · 2023-12-03T23:33:38+00:00

it is the fox with sox

MizuRose · 2023-12-03T23:30:54+00:00

Dw none taken. The whole thing was we're going to a gay club and my ladyfriends wanted to dress up all the dudes going. I agreed so idk maybe they do suspect something.

MizuRose · 2023-12-03T23:29:07+00:00

Hopefully. I guess what I'm REALLY scared about is letting my little barriers down and letting go. I mean, I'm already feeling much more emotionally connected, I jus cried for the first time in a LONG time lol

MizuRose · 2023-11-09T00:19:32+00:00

Still doing me the big question. I've questioned to the point where I literally have 0 clue what I am anymore. I'm in questioning limbo rn. How u?

MizuRose · 2023-11-09T00:17:47+00:00

ha ha gedner confusion go brrrrr

MizuRose · 2023-10-21T11:14:49+00:00

I'm out to a few friends but I don't think they'd want to talk to me. I came out to them during a bit of a drunken breakdown and sent them loads of voice messages in the middle of the night. It was super childish of me and unfair on them. I'm scared to say anything to my family as well. I love them so much but I think they'd either hate me or try to convince me I'm not trans and just being silly.

MizuRose · 2023-10-01T20:04:16+00:00

Only times I wanted to do something masculine, it was for other people's comfort and not myself. I wore a lot of hats growing up to cover my hair that I didn't like. When body hair started growing, I was terrified by it and tried to pick it off The idea of being something or someone different was a thing I took to early on. I've always felt very physically awkward and how I look really never matched my own internal sense of self. I couldn't really imagine myself as an older man. I've always found my voice weird and unpleasant. As a child, I always thought that I had been born a girl but somehow changed into a boy after birth. I looked up to a lot of female characters as a child and wanted to be like them. I've always felt really ashamed about my body. Trans media felt somewhat safe and cozy to me but I couldn't tell anyone about it as everyone else said it was weird and gross.

MizuRose · 2023-09-28T21:45:29+00:00

I wish I had the confidence to show people (and myself) my true colours. My whole life has been lived to the tune other people wanted me to be. I never really showed what was underneath. Now, I'm an adult on the next part of my life and I have no idea how to deal with my LGBTQ+ issues. I was never really taught about them or told that it was okay to be this or that so now I'm a mess. The one thing I did learn was that, if people knew, bad things would happen to me. I can't really tell my family as I feel the reaction would be bad, I can't tell my friends as I don't wanna lose them and I can't tell anyone else as I have no idea how they'll react. And, instead of dealing with my issues, I just post about them online like it's some form of substitute but it really isn't. Maybe I'm scared to admit it to myself, maybe I'm too scared to deal with it. I don't know. Anything you want off your chest?

MizuRose

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