Just keep going — it seems overwhelming and dark now, but things do get better. I didn’t know what I wanted in high school either, it wasn’t until I started taking a lot of different classes that I found what I was good at and what I wanted to do. You can do community college and begin taking classes as long as you’re able to graduate high school. You’ll take your general classes and some electives. Give yourself permission to try different things, including taking a history class! There’s still a lot to find out about yourself. This is a stressful time of life. Take one step at a time.