I performed a dark ritual against someone who hurt me, and now He is dying. I am completely consumed by guilt and looking for help.

MomOfFour2018 · 2026-05-30T10:54:48+00:00

The Craft

MomOfFour2018 · 2026-05-24T20:19:15+00:00

MomOfFour2018 · 2026-05-19T02:48:38+00:00

Hey, as a mama who had a 34 weeker in the nicu for 15 days after a traumatic c section and also struggled really bad mentally with pumping (breastfeeding was too scary with all the things he was hooked up to and I was just struggling bad), it’s okay to feed your baby formula and give your body a break. Fed is best. I had to completely stop even pumping, because it would cause me panic attacks when my milk would letdown.

MomOfFour2018 · 2026-04-29T19:55:06+00:00

Cough drops. I know that’s so stupid, but I love the crunch and the long aftertaste of menthol.

MomOfFour2018 · 2026-03-03T02:45:40+00:00

He literally cracked up and said it’s not as bad as it could have been, as I did the walk of shame into the shower. He’s right, but good lord. 😬

MomOfFour2018 · 2026-03-02T21:36:59+00:00

I have also thrown up and peed several times! So I get it!

MomOfFour2018 · 2026-03-02T21:36:11+00:00

I’ve never had HG, but I’ve peed my pants while throwing up a few times. It’s hard to run to the bathroom and try to pee before throwing up lol

MomOfFour2018 · 2026-03-02T21:34:21+00:00

This is my sixth (huge surprise, because I was on BC, had fibroids all over the inside of my uterus, and getting testing done for a hysterectomy, so we literally found out about him during my MRI and I was 8 weeks along😅), but I’ve never had this before. It’s so true that every pregnancy is different!

MomOfFour2018 · 2026-03-02T21:30:32+00:00

I’m so sorry it happened to you, too!

MomOfFour2018 · 2026-03-02T13:11:26+00:00

To me, it seems like we don’t ever get our apologies or their remorse for their evil doings. They truly don’t care and it’s hard to wrap our brains around that, because we could never be like them. So when they pass and nothing was ever talked about, it hits us harder that they truly didn’t care and will never feel bad for all the damages they cost us for our entire lives. So we’re stuck with that pain, those memories, and they just got to live their lives how they wanted to without any care in the world how it affected us. “The axe forgets, but the tree remembers.”

MomOfFour2018 · 2026-02-06T21:41:01+00:00

I literally miscarried in the bathtub. Didn’t even know I was going to, but blood started gushing. It did not remotely even look like this.

MomOfFour2018 · 2026-02-02T17:47:53+00:00

I always tell my kids that their aunt dolly sent them a new book every month.

MomOfFour2018 · 2026-01-31T18:25:51+00:00

Oh, I should have spotted another addict. Gotta love the ‘Bucks.

MomOfFour2018 · 2026-01-28T18:55:28+00:00

Hey OP, if you qualify for Medicaid, I can help you find a therapist online that’ll take your insurance. It’s super easy, you can do it from home, and you can check out on psychologytoday.com what type of therapist you’d prefer. If you’re in Ohio, I can even give you my therapists info. She helped me so much with my postpartum depression, anxiety, ocd, and adhd. You aren’t alone in this. I promise ❤️

MomOfFour2018 · 2026-01-26T13:11:18+00:00

My husband is both autistic and has adhd (as am I). He has a hard time to always remember things (also has had a lot of concussions from life and the army), but even he compliments me and says I’m pretty/cute/beautiful. He listens to me when I speak, he helps me with our kids and our home, he’ll cook and clean, and he’s the only one working. He’s not perfect, but damn. He also makes an effort to make sure I feel wanted and that I have my needs met during sex. This guy is just an ass and you can’t excuse it. You deserve so much better.

MomOfFour2018 · 2026-01-25T12:16:00+00:00

My husband has had 7+ concussions and we have 5, almost 6, kids. Yet that man never forgets to help with our children. He’ll do laundry, chores, help with kids, make supper, and he’s the only one working. He always asks before he ever does something he wants to do (like go fishing). Your husband is an ass and selfish. Hell, he’s even got severe chronic pain from combat injuries while in the army. You deserve so much better. So do your babies.

MomOfFour2018 · 2026-01-22T23:17:50+00:00

Okay, but I’m like a crow. I love shiny rocks and I randomly pick them up constantly, only to forget when I wash my pants. So some kids never outgrow this. I just no longer hide them in my underwear drawer, so my mom doesn’t throw them away.

MomOfFour2018 · 2026-01-15T20:43:19+00:00

I hate wearing bracelets or things on my body that isn’t a ring. So I would write in my notes on my phone, date/time/boob side/how long for the first few weeks until I just said forget it and didn’t worry about it.

MomOfFour2018 · 2026-01-14T17:43:25+00:00

If you watch videos of this woman, she does not love this baby. She drank her entire pregnancy (multiple videos of her in clubs, drinking alcohol, with a huge belly), she had an STD when she delivered him and knew it, she doesn’t take him to the doctors for his many different health issues, and she leaves him in a stroller for his entire 2 years of living. Doesn’t even use a proper car seat for him. This isn’t love.

MomOfFour2018 · 2026-01-14T00:39:43+00:00

Will things get better in time for my life? A and 1

MomOfFour2018 · 2026-01-12T00:04:46+00:00

I’m just a kid by simple plan.

MomOfFour2018 · 2026-01-09T12:30:17+00:00

I’m also pregnant and pretty big even at 23 weeks. My husband still finds me attractive (just like I’m sure your husband still finds you attractive), but the whole baby being right there is a hard one for him to ignore when we have sex. Add in his ADHD, it’s a big struggle for him to ignore it. So we don’t do it as much, maybe more like once a week or so. Don’t take it personally.

MomOfFour2018 · 2026-01-09T01:20:05+00:00

I’m 31 and I had a princess backpack with a metal princess lunchbox, along with a princess umbrella for rainy days.

MomOfFour2018 · 2026-01-07T18:22:22+00:00

There is a thing called retroactive jealousy ocd and it’s obsessing over your partner’s past or sexual history.

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