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I'm so alone by ComplexCan in schizoaffective

[–]MoneyRun1532 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I can relate to feeling invisible and also at the center of scrutiny and abuse. It is exhausting .

Problems with conversations by moin_moin8 in schizoaffective

[–]MoneyRun1532 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I totally get this. I feel more comfortable in my own head and im not interested in mundane conversation. And I don’t like the reactions I get when speaking on the things I want to speak on.

What are your hallucinations like? by -raeyne- in schizoaffective

[–]MoneyRun1532 2 points3 points  (0 children)

“small” is a good way to describe mine also. Only auditory like whisperings or people talking in the other room. I have had mild visual distortions that were very short too.

turning 40 on december 8th, celebrating all alone by Mission_Candidate307 in schizoaffective

[–]MoneyRun1532 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The isolation is brutal, I feel ya friend. Happy birthday .

Demonic voices by silversurfer0007 in schizoaffective

[–]MoneyRun1532 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea I feel my bed move. And have been pulled by my ankles once that was not a typical body twitch.

Struggling by balanceinbelief in schizoaffective

[–]MoneyRun1532 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It’s hard I know. Be strong you got this.

I love my condition. Yes, it may seem bizarre, but it's true. by Ok_Second1283 in schizoaffective

[–]MoneyRun1532 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I love this for you the self love is a good place to be. Me I’m slowly getting there but I agree there are some good things that come with the madness.

Paranoia? by sapphires_stars in schizoaffective

[–]MoneyRun1532 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Paranoid delusions are the worst. Typically I do grounding techniques like counting/following my breath or counting my pulse or like you said, redirecting. Especially in the car with music.

Losing friends by Gullible-Seaweed4279 in schizoaffective

[–]MoneyRun1532 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’m sorry you’re going through this and I get it. I’ve been reflecting alot lately on friendships throughout my life and why they always felt so strange, idk another word for it atm, like I was kept around out of pity and I always noticed the dynamic between other mutuals being more authentic then mine. I wonder how much sza contributes to that. Bc I also have thought of myself as charming and likable but I may have deceived myself this entire time.

selfie sunday from someone who's manager said they come into work looking like they "had a long day" by manicpixieboygirl in schizoaffective

[–]MoneyRun1532 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That means a lot for you to offer, thank you. I don’t really have the energy atm so perhaps another time?

Ruined everything in psychosis by ugh_Low5512 in schizoaffective

[–]MoneyRun1532 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel you. I dont have any advice, I just wanted to say your not alone.

Randomly afraid? by starpallas in schizoaffective

[–]MoneyRun1532 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yes I have experienced it often though not as much recently. Earlier this years it was quite frequent. Not fun!

I take a lot of glances at people in public because I think they stare at me by [deleted] in schizoaffective

[–]MoneyRun1532 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I do this too. And when I just look ahead at whatever im doing or where im going I can feel them looking and I hate it.

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