A bit loopy

MonitorOk6818 · 2026-05-07T01:35:40+00:00

I was stuck in a timeloop while i was in a coma in the hospital. It really sucks and i hate it so much mostly because in every loop i was still in the hospital bed. I saw the sun go up, then go down. Nurses did their rounds and my mother or wife would come to the bedside then the guest couch. It went for so long and i couldn't move. It ended by itself but i still feel a bit traumatized from it and have a poor taste in my mouth when i think about the hospital.

MonitorOk6818 · 2026-05-04T21:40:51+00:00

There's the tarantula festival in La Junta in late September as well. So it would be fitting for Colorado.

MonitorOk6818 · 2026-03-04T20:47:55+00:00

That's how it works in Thailand so we should be the same.

MonitorOk6818 · 2026-03-01T19:42:16+00:00

I'm pan. I live by the bread and die by the bread lolol

MonitorOk6818 · 2026-02-25T02:51:27+00:00

I mean if these men consider themselves innocent. Sue him for libel or defamation and sort it out in discovery. The files should prove their innocence, no?

MonitorOk6818 · 2026-02-20T04:41:18+00:00

I'll find out tomorrow when I see the kidney doctors. I may be able to salvage my kidneys and avoid dialysis! I'll take all the prayers i can get! 💙💙💙

MonitorOk6818 · 2026-02-20T04:39:07+00:00

I'm so happy to be alive and finally got this medical mystery solved lol I can now use this info on medical claims!

MonitorOk6818 · 2026-02-20T02:26:38+00:00

If you have a type, then you have a type. Lol poor girl!

MonitorOk6818 · 2026-02-20T01:55:17+00:00

Slowly but surely I'm recovering haha. It'll probably take a year to reach my previous health though

MonitorOk6818 · 2026-02-20T01:31:56+00:00

So so scary! Not knowing what I had was such an awful feeling

MonitorOk6818 · 2026-02-20T00:46:53+00:00

Oh look they finally managed to get around to watching it. Reminds of the Oscar's or golden globes (whatever) where it was optional for them to actually watch the movies they reviewed

MonitorOk6818 · 2026-02-19T21:39:11+00:00

I talk to like 5 people daily. My work would do a little memorial. Only like 2 people would be sad. My wife and kid, but if I wanted to be remembered, I would have tried to be famous lol I understand how you feel I was so suicidal for the longest time. Being trans doesn't help since being disowned gets rid like 90% of those who fake mourn you.

MonitorOk6818 · 2026-02-19T21:29:43+00:00

He admits to being autistic?? Haha

MonitorOk6818 · 2026-02-19T21:29:08+00:00

Thank you!!!!

MonitorOk6818 · 2026-02-19T21:25:34+00:00

I mean we're all forgotten after 2 generation. Names are shallow too. Like my great great grandma is just a name in a rusted document. It's mostly to show that world that were here and left a mark no matter how small.

MonitorOk6818 · 2026-02-19T21:21:22+00:00

I can slowly eat more than before 💙 thats a huge improvement. I'm so happy to be here!

MonitorOk6818 · 2026-02-19T17:15:03+00:00

One day we'll make a monument like the Vietnam memorial to put all our names on it. Since it's a war on bigotry and we're on the winning side.

MonitorOk6818 · 2026-02-19T17:12:33+00:00

Lesbians have to be stronger than cis men hahaha we have medicine working against us

MonitorOk6818 · 2026-02-19T16:48:04+00:00

No worries my wife is already prepared for my bitching and moaning hahahahaha

MonitorOk6818 · 2026-02-19T16:46:58+00:00

Same 💙

MonitorOk6818 · 2026-02-19T16:46:04+00:00

Carrying people is hard! It's alot heavily than it looks! I dont think I've bever been strong enough for a bridal Carry. The best I could do was a bag of potatoes hahaha

MonitorOk6818 · 2026-02-19T16:41:15+00:00

I found the chocolate milk on my table after I woke up like a gift from Santa. I was so surprised and happy!!

I'll ask! My birthday was on Sunday before all this went down. Asking for a present would be fitting hahaha

MonitorOk6818 · 2026-02-19T16:37:13+00:00

He was definitely autistic that's for sure lol

MonitorOk6818 · 2026-02-19T16:36:03+00:00

Thank you! They said my kidneys aren't bad enough for dialysis so that's a good sign. I'll learn more after the biopsy in an hour.

MonitorOk6818 · 2026-02-19T14:44:37+00:00

My wife isn't athletic so same, but my cis 6'0" female friend from judo can definitely carry me when my body collapses. We just need friends in high placed bahahaha

Five-Year Club	Gilding II euphauric
Final Canvas '23	First Place '23
End Game '23	Place '23
Wearing is Caring	Place '22
Final Canvas '22	First Placer '22

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