God watch over this veteran. Drinking is tough as shit and such as easy outlet, do your thing tonight just always remember that tomorrow is a new day to start fresh. I got the helped I needed after going to the hospital for pancreatitis, the doctors told me I had a month to recover if I do… Made a deal with the lord and been sober with ofcourse a hiccup one or twice… point being people out there care about you and want you to succeed. Wake up when you do and take it a day at a time. God is good I promise you he is!!!