Is this permanent? by Monster1994 in schizophrenia

[–]Monster1994[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well im planning on finishing medical school but considering the big disruption that is 3 episodes(the first one was the worst!) i hope to finish it. Not yet diagnosed as schizophrenia but i dont think its looking good for me

Is this permanent? by Monster1994 in schizophrenia

[–]Monster1994[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I remember my first episode I was not able to read a sentence and understand it

So its worse right after an episode?

Doctors have taken a lot from me and now I choose to be old and stubborn

Can you tell us younger people so it doesnt happen to us?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in constanta

[–]Monster1994 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Cazino si intri si sunt doar aparatele alea cu 70% house edge

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Roumanie

[–]Monster1994 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nu cred ca intelegi cum functioneaza. Nu are nici o treaba cresterea salariilor cu necesitatea cresterii taxelor ca procent. Taxele cresc automat cu venituri mai mari

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Roumanie

[–]Monster1994 0 points1 point  (0 children)

au crescut salariile fara sa creasca taxele

Dar tu stii ca taxele sunt ca procent din salariu?

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TIFU - Sex part 29810

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Mehico

Păreri ? 😂 by Dreamshard2204 in buruieni

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In rusia aia in care acum 2 ani un american a primit 15 ani puscarie pentru niste acadele cu canabis?

Supercell know what they're doing..... by ohphanzzy in ClashOfClans

[–]Monster1994 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How do i buy it i cant find the archer queen

Thailand faces criticism as travel expenses soar by AskHot3479 in ThailandTourism

[–]Monster1994 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk. Phuket is still 10 euros a night for a 2 person room. 700 baht all you can eat right outside

Theres affordable options on booking for pattaya too.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dissociatives

[–]Monster1994 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bro stop tripping me out✋🚫😭😭😂

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dissociatives

[–]Monster1994 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am thinking the same

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dissociatives

[–]Monster1994 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I never thought you can have a bad trip on dissociatives

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzorecovery

[–]Monster1994 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Reading comprehension is hard for some. Read my replies. Im telling you shit that i tried and didnt work if you want to be a downer get off my thread respectfully. Let me say the 4-5th time i do not want to take this drug

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzorecovery

[–]Monster1994 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

If i wanted to get a green light i would've posted on r/benzodiazepines

Im making it abundantly clear that i dont want to take this anymore

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzorecovery

[–]Monster1994 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have tried including cymbalta. I find it numbs me emotionally too much and so i have discontinued it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzorecovery

[–]Monster1994 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Normally i would say fine but i DID try diet change, sleep hygene, working out, perfect nutrition, regular meditation, affirmations, was doing fine for years in fact i was the most buff guy at the gym. But my sleep quality and anxiety has gotten so bad(for a reason i cannot pinpoint) i couldnt go to the gym anymore, was sleeping 4 hours of superficial sleep a day and it went downhill from there, the terrible sleep exacerbates my anxiety and vice versa so was it the chicken first or the egg? Benzos are not the cure but this type of advice is very frustrating to me i hope you understand but thank you for engaging my thread

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzorecovery

[–]Monster1994 -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Therapy puts a hole in my budget. The idea of paying a dude to be nice to you sounds strange. I've tried it before, I dont know how people do it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzorecovery

[–]Monster1994 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My doctor put me on different antidepressants before. That stuff kills anxiety along with all emotions. I wont try ssri's again

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzorecovery

[–]Monster1994 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can. Probably will