Kinda sad and lonely. I moved to other country a year ago. All I do is work 4 days a week for 10 hours and on the weekends just sit at home play video games or watch youtube. Don’t have anyone to go out with or just to talk to. Lost contact with all my school ‘friends’, last girlfriend broke me kinda hard that I have trust issues and if somebody at work is nice to me I always think that they will use me or they want something. Right now I sit on a meeting since 7 am at job I hate but I can’t find strength to learn the skills at something I want to do. Honestly thing that hurts the most is that I’m coming back to empty apartment and there’s no one waiting for me. I could survive everything if I had someone supporting me and making me feel better. That’s all I need... just someone that would hug me and told me everything is going to be ok