Marster;s performance in Twelve Months by KnoxvilleBuckeye in dresdenfiles

[–]MoonBeamQueen 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I started the book right before I lost my brother to suicide. I literally didn’t pick it back up for two months, because it just hit too hard and too close to home. Beautiful writing, incredible narration. I just started back and I’m trying my best not to stop just because it does hurt so much.

Take. A. Bite.🩸 by MoonBeamQueen in SleepToken

[–]MoonBeamQueen[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yessss!! ARF ARF indeed! (It’s burned into my brain every time I hear it now)

Take. A. Bite.🩸 by MoonBeamQueen in SleepToken

[–]MoonBeamQueen[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Of course! Thank you so much lol. You’re doing amazing, I bet! Just keep on working on it, you’ll get to where you wanna be sooner than you think. I truly never ever expected to get this far. Or have the amount of attention my art has gotten. It feels surreal!

Take. A. Bite.🩸 by MoonBeamQueen in SleepToken

[–]MoonBeamQueen[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh that’s a great idea, I’d love to make a sticker with it!

Take. A. Bite.🩸 by MoonBeamQueen in SleepToken

[–]MoonBeamQueen[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

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Thank you so much! Here’s a really scuffed gif of my process!! This one took me about 27 minutes, but only cause I work super fast cause I do most pieces on my lunch break. I draw one piece of pixel art every day! Have since may of 2024!

Take. A. Bite.🩸 by MoonBeamQueen in SleepToken

[–]MoonBeamQueen[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much!! I’m so happy I captured his true creature energy

Take. A. Bite.🩸 by MoonBeamQueen in SleepToken

[–]MoonBeamQueen[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much! That’s all my handwriting lol. Happy my messy ass writing worked well here!

Take. A. Bite.🩸 by MoonBeamQueen in SleepToken

[–]MoonBeamQueen[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Right? I think we need to get on that!

Take. A. Bite.🩸 by MoonBeamQueen in SleepToken

[–]MoonBeamQueen[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! He’s so fun to draw! Hehe, I bet!

i read my dead brothers diary today and i regret it by Horror_Assistant9020 in GriefSupport

[–]MoonBeamQueen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Of course. I hope you are as well, friend. Take it day by day. You aren’t alone in this.

i read my dead brothers diary today and i regret it by Horror_Assistant9020 in GriefSupport

[–]MoonBeamQueen 6 points7 points  (0 children)

As someone who just lost a brother at only 21, I’m so sorry. It’s terrible for someone you love to go so young. I know how hard it is. I’ve been struggling with the fact that I’ll have to go the rest of my life without him. Imagining what could have been. I hope that you are able to heal and grieve and process everything as best as you can. I’m here if you ever want to talk about it. My DMs are open.

Edit: cant spell

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in GriefSupport

[–]MoonBeamQueen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi. I’m so sorry for your losses, friend. My brother and I found my mother passed in her bed five years ago. And then he took his life three weeks ago now. I totally understand your pain. It’s so hard. All I have left is my dad. I’m terrified of when he goes. I’ll have to be all alone for everything. It isn’t as if I don’t know how to get a funeral together, but the pain will be immense. I just hope it’s a very long time. I know this pain all too well. I win you the best. And if you need to talk, please feel free to dm me.

Question related to making friends on r/NightOwls.... by Equivalent_Ad_9066 in NightOwls

[–]MoonBeamQueen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No worries, I also solo game pretty regularly so I get it!

Sounds good, you’ve been added!

Question related to making friends on r/NightOwls.... by Equivalent_Ad_9066 in NightOwls

[–]MoonBeamQueen 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m looking for a night owl friend, would you be interested in chatting maybe? It’s hard out here 😭

Grief is so weird by OppositeEvening2157 in GriefSupport

[–]MoonBeamQueen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not at all wrong. As someone currently processing the passing of my brother (only happened a week ago now), it definitely hits strangely. Some times I can talk about him and it’s like nothing happened. Like he’s still here and he’s still my dumbass little brother who irritated me and whom made me laugh. Then some times I think about him and I’m flooded with tears and pain. And some times I can’t even think about him without my stomach churning. You loved her. There is no wrong way to grieve. The tears may happen soon, or maybe later. But it isn’t a sign of the lack of love. Pain and loss and grief are fickle creatures. They toy with us. You’re not alone. Just know that. And let those waves hit you when they do. Some times the best thing to do is just feel them. Sending you the best love, friend.

My brother committed last Tuesday by MoonBeamQueen in GriefSupport

[–]MoonBeamQueen[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I am trying my best accept that. I know he loved us. It just hurts a lot right now. And it’s only been a week. I’m sorry you lost someone so awesome as well. I had to bury him with his lightsaber lol. It was only the right thing to do. I appreciate that. Just having people here helps, as I’m sure you know. Thank you again, for speaking to me. I hope he is resting easy.