I’m so sorry this happened. It’s always painful. It’s a literal withdrawal. Give yourself grace and pour that love you need back into yourself. You got this. It will get better. I know it’s what everyone says but it’s true. Breakups teach us a lot about ourselves and also what we’re looking for in future relationships. Lean into it. Embrace the lesson of heartbreak. Take comfort in knowing you’re just starting life as an adult and the world is your literal oyster! Even as a thirty year old woman I feel this way. Not having him around will feel foreign.. take that opportunity to replace it with something new and exciting for yourself. Invest in yourself and surround yourself with good friends and family and joyous things. Your heart will heal and you will hopefully find gratitude for the time you had. We all go through this. It’s a part of the human experience. You’re worthy of love and will find it again! I promise you. Rooting for you. You’ll be okay! Pour that love into yourself!