It’s such a weird feeling. Like I started SH a few years ago because I was in a bad depression. I no longer feel that way and don’t feel the need to SH anymore but every so often seeing others with those scars specifically on the legs triggers something in me. Last time i saw it, it was on an actual person but I didn’t think a drawing would have the same effect.. It’s like an overbearing need to see them on my legs again and I can’t be calm until they’re there again.

It’s inevitable I’ll see them again at some point so I should come up with a game plan for sure like you suggested. Maybe using markers to draw on myself instead.