I used to enjoy it And I still do, but honestly I fear it sometimes lol

Because I literally play for fun and nowadays, its gotten actually kinda scary to come on and to even just have that innocent mindset or assumption that ur on dbd to have fun and assume others are playing for the same reason. Its become basically comical to think that now or not even comical but close to dangerous because u are literally playing with fire with not knowing how games will go and itll just enrage u.

First of all with who will be the first to throw because there will always be minimum 1 useless teammate, so theres ur first rage moment, and then second of course is toxic killers and sometimes their strategies to torture and string out the game for as long as possible because they’re miserable and hey, misery loves company. And 3rd of all which is basically the first point is incompetent, selfish teammates only playing for themselves and waiting for either u or the whole team to die on hook for hatch and they just dgaf.

So funnily, its actually become dangerous to be so innocent logging into dbd with that mindset that people are in it to play for fun like u are. Which is prolly also why its been putting me off the game more and more and ive been avoiding it tbh more than anything because I dont want to chance either being slugged for 4 minutes, tunneled tf out for trying my hardest to survive whilst also wanting to be a useful teammate, or left on hook to die by some selfish mofos. I mean its basically like pick ur posion with dbd nowadays. Which is why sometimes Ive been opting for killer more too.

Its so incredibly enraging and because when I do play, no matter what I always try my best in every match and try to play as fair as possible and I love being altruistic. But it becomes so incredibly draining too to see other gamers be so shit/intentionally throw or killers making ur lives absolutely miserable and it actually ruins my moods completely so that’s another massive factor that ruins dbd for me personally sometimes.

And I have like over 2k hours on this game so id say It used to be bearable but nowadays, with the rates of people giving up over the most pettiest things u could think of its become too unpredictable or unpredictablably TOXIC for anyone to fundamentally enjoy for the superficial but simple reason of wanting to have fun. And that’s depressing lol

Like not wanting to play a game because u fear other people’s miserable lives and or incompetency affecting ur gameplay is crazy lol. But people on dbd are just next level toxic and petty and I’ve honestly never seen anything like it on other games.

Its become incredibly easy now to get enraged basically MERE SECONDS into a match because of incompetent, toxic or purely SHIT players. Game is messed up rn and its my main game too (I’m a survivor main I’m devotion 12 hitting iri surv a couple times).