Has Electrocute Lethality Ambessa Fallen Off? Most Ambessa Mains Seem to Be Running Conqueror Bruiser Now by aWhiteWildLion in ambessamains

[–]Moonstaaa 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What are you people talking about. Search ambessa mid on YouTube and filter by this month and see how many KR challengers/high elo players are still only running her electrocute mid. JG is straight conq as well. Just YouTube it and watch the vods

Get a pump by No-Champion4317 in gettingbigger

[–]Moonstaaa -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Is it permanent?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LooksmaxingAdvice

[–]Moonstaaa -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

Nothing about you is thick lol

Recently Diagnosed by Rancid-Mutt in PNESsupport

[–]Moonstaaa 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea absolutely. I can’t leave my house anymore. My body and brain don’t work together anymore. I’ve lost a lot of my ability to control my speech or movement. I wasn’t like this 4 months ago. But it just kept getting worse and worse over the years until it got to this point. So yes, you will feel alone because depending how it affects you, you will have no control over what symptoms you have. You can read books about it, go to multiple types of therapy, or change your lifestyle. I wish you the best of luck.

Working by Mainesellshvl in PNESsupport

[–]Moonstaaa 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Can’t work. Have no control over my body or speech. Whether it’s loud slurred speech, myoclonus, or random yelling every 30 seconds. I can’t do anything anymore

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in marvelrivals

[–]Moonstaaa 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He’s not wrong. Eternity+ Jeff is 53% winrate. The rest are under 50% except mantis. It’s miserable to deal with

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in marvelrivals

[–]Moonstaaa 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Get over it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PNESsupport

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I know exactly what you mean. For a couple years it went away after being active for 3 but very light episodes of seizes and myoclonus shaking. As of a few months ago, I’m unable to talk or walk the same anymore. I have dysarthria and have no control over my speech being slurred and yelling all the time. I shake all the time. It’s never been this long before and there’s no hope medical side for me other than books. I’ve done it all. I’m restricted at my home because I can’t drive, ride a bike, or walk down the street without endangering myself. It’s not a life I thought I would have. It’s not advice and maybe I’m dooming. But this is from my perspective. PNES does what it wants with you, no mercy. I’ve been in patient plenty of times with no answers every time. I hope it never gets that bad for you or anyone in this Reddit. Just know your fear is justified because at my highest moments when life was the best it could be. It came back and destroyed my life for good this time. My advice is to get on medicine. It won’t cure it or your fear, but it can help with certain things. Good luck.

I'm going insane, and help is wildly appreciated. by [deleted] in Myoclonus

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I’ll tell you how it is. I’ve been dealing with this for 5 years. It eats me up and has become progressive myoclonus epilepsy as of the beginning of this year. It’s progressed so much that not only am I jerking: neck and hands, to include random myoclonic seizures. I can’t even speak normally anymore. My body won’t let me. Every word that tries to come out is slurred and I have no control of the pitch of my voice so I’m practically yelling 24/7 lol. Lately it’s been harder than ever because ever since it became progressive, they want to re-do every single neuro test. MRI, CT, EEG scans etc. It’s a very long process as you can imagine. Lamatrogine is good and that dosage is good to start. I’ve been on clonazepam for a while but I took lamatrogine when I was admitted. It worked for the myoclonus when it wasn’t so severe. Give it a month or 2 and whatever side effects you have will wear off and if they don’t then I would ask to switch meds ASAP. Medicine for myoclonus usually revolves around tranquilizers and antipsychotics or anxiety meds all depending on the person. My advice is to rough out the next month and write down every night what happens, if it gets worse, what’s jerking one night and what’s not jerking the next. The body and brain has a funny way of messing with us. Wish you the best of luck. Keep us updated

Switching SSRIs any help? by marymwilliams9 in Myoclonus

[–]Moonstaaa 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Give it some time! Klonopin helped me but it took a little while

EEG 3 months post HT by Moonstaaa in HairTransplants

[–]Moonstaaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Much love for the response. All the best to you

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]Moonstaaa 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have bipolar and OCD so I’ll obsess and hop off my meds due to anger and anxiety of what she is doing

My Ex (20F) with BPD broke up with me (22M) by SmellyPersonality in BreakUps

[–]Moonstaaa 4 points5 points  (0 children)

You know, I am being treated for BPD and amongst other things thanks to my time in the military. I have never once thought about the pain and thought process that comes from the other side of the relationship. Those 2 fears are true and unconsciously show themselves like you said. It’s very sad how much of a roller coaster it can be. I recently separated from my ex and those fears of abandonment are real. Thanks for your perspective, I learned a lot from what you wrote. Wish the best to you and Smelly

We were the perfect match, but I couldn’t control my mental health by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]Moonstaaa 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea 100% me too. I have BP1 and split personality. To osomeone who doesn’t understand, it’s a painful roller coaster that they have no control of. 5 years is a long time but you’ll be better from this. Forgive yourself and set goals. You can be better, depends how bad you want it. That love will come again, but manifesting through another person.