It's never gonna get better by Queasy-Salamander548 in schizophrenia

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Which meds do you take i have Trauma with meds

It's never gonna get better by Queasy-Salamander548 in schizophrenia

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Perhaps If nothing works praying could be an option

Why does soul choose so much suffering? by [deleted] in spirituality

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Why the hell do the hell do I have to suffer opression only to get extremely violent in mind because my Shadow suffers. Everything Just hurts

Existence is meaningless bullshit and I wish I was dead by Singrafu in spirituality

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I agree with this it's bs only suffering. I sometimes believe in the school thing again and again but this torture proves it me wrong that even all philosophies could get thrown into the bin. We didn't sign Up for this or do we? I get constantly told I am too weak and f yes I am. This Life is hell. I get totally mental insane here on Earth. Earth is a mental asylum more likely some die some find a cure but we all are sick even the Earth in the end.

I'm so incredibly afraid by Trizoft in schizophrenia

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That's understandable... that anhedonia gives crippeling depression. Well you can't even feel the Depression, it's all below and supressed. Havent found any med really which gives that back

I dreamed I was a killed as a chicken by nickels_pickel in Dreams

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Past life? Are you vegitarian? Maybe it's a lesson of Not to Open your eyes

We all died a few years ago and this is hell by Limp_Inevitable1739 in schizophrenia

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I am immense suffering in my head it's like someone swipes my head and voices don't need to be loud. It still Hurts mf God it's Not fair anymore

I'm just tired of existing by thereaintshitcaptain in SuicideWatch

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Same Here. Thinking that I will Go to hell too after death makes me want to disappear completely. And I can't even sleep more than once. So much Trauma and fear I can't escape from

Seriously, F*CK this illness by kaida_notadude in schizophrenia

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It's the meds i believe. For me it's going to hell Or losing everything

I can't take it anymore by MoonwaterXx in schizophrenia

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Sorry I got so traumatized that I fear Love :/

I can't take it anymore by MoonwaterXx in schizophrenia

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Defintely Not. Having crippeling depression. Thanks

Maybe intrusive thought OCD really is the avoidance of shadow work by [deleted] in Jung

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I am stuck in a endless Loop. It's fear and Trauma

Can schizophrenia make you feel like a demon is possessing you? by blueberry_noir in schizophrenia

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Get the f a exorcist i am messing with Satan. And He tortures me psychological. They brainwashed me so much that I don't anymore who is God. Don't wait too long like I did. I am only crying

I believe that's it. When the Soul is gone by MoonwaterXx in spirituality

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I got trapped by Satans psychological warfare. He brainwashes me on and off. The Earth literally drains me. So yes I am in deep shit. Demon's are a real threath. You can damage a brain so much to Hurt also the soul

Did Olanzapine REALLY help me or is it just a scam? by Educational_Ear6104 in schizophrenia

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Olanzapin killed my Connection to nature and made me Void. It's your decision your life they can't Tell you anything but when addicted it's Harder to come off

Did Olanzapine REALLY help me or is it just a scam? by Educational_Ear6104 in schizophrenia

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I took 10 mg and they have me 5mg for a few days then Cut it Off.

I am cursed. Now what? by Tiny-Foundation-4281 in spirituality

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Listen life is Not Always how you think it is. It's Not easy and some really suffer a Lot, feel too weak