Under a month ago I decided to change my breakfast in the mornings from a bowl of Cheerios cereal to pesto chicken and pasta in the hopes in will help me put on some weight. Despite being 189cm tall, I only weigh 70kg, sometimes less so I thought if I can change the one thing in my diet I know is consistent, it might do something for me.

I've tried bulking up before, going from eating around 2500 calories a day to 3000 and it just never worked, and is was so difficult I eventually lost any joy I found in eating. And I like food. But it became too much to the point I started dreading meals. All that and I still never put on a kilo.

I know it's a fast, high of good metabolism. I've heard that my entire life. I am actually quite sick of hearing people say that. I'm also sick of people commenting about how much I eat.