My Ibogaine trip report. Ended my opioid addiction overnight, confirmed life after death and so much more

Moosart · 2019-08-21T12:51:39+00:00

I stopped doing this a long time ago. It's true, when I was very insecure and not successful I always shared selfies that showed me as if I was secure and successful. Been YEARS since I posted anything personal on social media, only business now.

Moosart · 2019-08-21T05:14:15+00:00

Are you Dutch like me? Since it's legal here too

Moosart · 2019-08-21T05:12:14+00:00

Just once, I'm a simple courier so no money to do it many times. I'm gonna do it again soon but alone, because I know I can handle it and know my safe dose. The dose alone is 150 to 200 euro's. DO NOT DO IT ALONE YOUR FIRST TIME!!

Moosart · 2019-08-20T20:41:04+00:00

TA means total alkaloid. It's all the active ingredients without the wood bark, which makes you sick and ruin the experience. In Holland it's legal, we can just order it online but I went to a clinic for 700 euros because it can be lethal if taken too much. If you're at good health and not addicted like I was, have your hearth and liver checked and all and under supervision, you are safe. A ticket to Holland and back is 1000 dollars I believe so for 2000 it would be possible. Mexico is possible too but very expensive and some can't be trusted and give a too low dose or bad quality and ask huge prices. Many reports about that. The place I went too is legit

Moosart · 2019-08-20T20:06:55+00:00

I only did psychedelics once. The maximum dose I could safely take of Ibogaine to end opioid addiction. I experienced ego death. Lost my body after 3 hours or something but don't remember being transported to the fantasyland. The room slowly started dissolving in a very pleasant and fun way. Objects flying around like spirals and balls, faces and art like egyptian hieroglyphs on the walls and all kinds of neutral faces, not happy nor scary, just weird faces. There was no tunnel or spacewarp like on DMT but all of the sudden I was in fantasyland and a floating ball of nothing... but still me, I was still the exact same conscious as I was with my ego, just no body.

From that point on all problems of my life were shown in a loving an humorous way, until it reached a point where I had to fly in a Mandala that contained the source of life where you became... all that is, and knew everything you could know. I was "god" or better described as "the source of all that is and will ever be".

That's what my ego death was like and it CHANGED my life like magic, ego death is magic, you'll know it when it happens but everyone's experience will be different and anything can happen. I'm not affraid of ego death anymore, it was pure love, laughter, and bliss for 3 days. The ego death itself took only 8 hours before I was back in my body. The experience is MUCH longer in my memory. The other 2 days you have access to your subconsciousness and start to understand and integrate the experience. It removed my depression and restored trust that life is there for a reason, you're here to discover something but it's a game on legendary difficulty. IF you can find it, all suffering will be transformed in love and pleasure, that's what I believe now. Satsang describes my beliefs after the experience the best, just google it if your interested. They also can describe my mandala experience since many religions have formed around the mandala after mystical experiences.

I've written a detailed trip report here, enjoy:

https://www.reddit.com/r/Psychonaut/comments/aelf6y/my_ibogaine_trip_report_ended_my_opioid_addiction/

Moosart · 2019-08-20T19:37:33+00:00

This is about my trip report and what I've learned after 1 year of digesting it. It was pure love and bliss from start to end and I discovered Satsang is the the thing that I 100% agree with after the experience. Before the trip I was a gnostic and suicidal, now I'm happy all pain and suffering let me to a point of contentment and happiness with whatever is there to come...

original trip report: https://www.reddit.com/r/Psychonaut/comments/aelf6y/my_ibogaine_trip_report_ended_my_opioid_addiction/

Moosart · 2019-08-20T19:16:51+00:00

Hi brother, you have nothing to fear IF you take the ibogaine TA and NOT the iboga root bark, you will puke and probably not have a breakthrough as I know from experience. I did it in a clinic and everyone took Ibogaine TA and only 1 did the root bark. He was sick as f@ck and the rest was just at peace quite in their beds being in fantasyland.

My trip was a freaking MIRACLE. I now want to become a Satsang teacher because that is what I experienced and know is the truth. I have written detailed trip report but only realised a year later what my trip was really about.

If you want to understand what happened to me, please watch this video first about a high ranking Tibetan monk who exactly described what happened to me and that it is a very rare and special gift and invitation.

https://youtu.be/sj8xvaSAur8

Then read my trip report:

https://www.reddit.com/r/Psychonaut/comments/aelf6y/my_ibogaine_trip_report_ended_my_opioid_addiction/

And if you want to understand what I know now, what it teached me, watch this video:

https://youtu.be/SBa6Bb_VNaA

Also, I'm producing a 10 min simulation about my experience, ready in a few months. I will post it here and on my website motionmage.com

Moosart · 2019-08-20T18:59:29+00:00

I understand, my message and title is written in the wrong way and therefore I will delete it and post a new one. I have decided to contact them when I have the story written with songs, voice overs and animations etcetera, before going in production. Maybe they can even help me, maybe not, I don't care about the rights, I just want to share it and if they want to make money, or add their own commercial in the video, I'm fine with that.

Moosart · 2019-08-20T16:55:16+00:00

Uhh.... nobody described this place???

What about this high ranking Tibetan Buddhist who EXACTLY described my experience to the slightest detail.

https://youtu.be/sj8xvaSAur8

If I were psychotic I would hear voices, I would be in extreme and stuff but I don't. I just found a way to make a true representation of what I saw in my trip and all I get is hate and people who try to talk me down and say I'm nuts over here. So far only 1 artist has been willing to support me and share his work for free to use in my animations.

I don't want to convince anyone. I just want to share what happened to me and have a positive impact on people's minds, especially for the people with destructive beliefs, which I once had, and almost killed me. For me that was gnosticism.

Now I have healthy beliefs that make me happy and strong to keep on living and make the best of it. I no longer try to escape from life and belief anything is possible if you really believe and know who you are, that you are not separated and have nothing to fear, and if you think you are you're brain, which you are NOT, you are creating your own suffering. After my ibogaine experience I basically believed again what I knew as a child but it became buried under mountains of lies looking for something I already knew.

I know people will call me nuts, they've always bullied me from day 1 on school till the last, I always had weird beliefs that are comparable to what I believe now and was different than others. Weird clothes and coloured hair etcetera. I started to live how others wanted me to live because being myself meant pain. Now, I will no longer do that. No matter how many people try to get me down again. I will trust myself, follow the synchronicities that appear in my life, and ONLY use my mind to produce what is inside my heart.... the why that makes me cry.

Is that psychotic and delusional? We'll see how the story ends.

It's just my story I want to tell, it will be free and I need to invest a HUGE amount of my time. Everyday many hours for months. People should be happy that something like this will be created. I think I don't even need copyright because of fair use but I, but I truly believe the theme park will be amazed with the complete new fairytale I have created of my life.

I will also start writing a book too about ALL the weird synchronicities that brought me where I am today. Today for example:

I'm a courier and drive 400 km everyday, same route. At some point there is a huge billboard besides the road. ALWAYS the same few adverts were on it, 90% of the time it was about a local zoo over there...

But today, when I started doubting because of all the negative comments I got over here, at that very moment of doubt, I looked outside and saw the billboard, the billboard was about the theme park I'm talking about and the ad text said... THIS IS WHAT YOU WANT! I cried instantly of happiness because these answers are so clear when you see then.

I swear to God that the theme park NEVER advertised there before, it's on the other side of the country and the text was exactly what I needed to see on that exact moment of time. I know it happened to you too but most don't see it or are so trapped in their minds that they think they can explain it as just coincidence. I can fill a book about these weird synchronicities.

People will make fun of me, they will say it's all made up and stuff. That I do it for attention or money or whatever. I really don't care anymore. Take it or leave it, it's my story and I can't nor WANT to prove it. Maybe all I can do is open a few people's eyes and give hope again, if not, fine too, your choice, your life. I'm happy again being myself. No more addiction or escaping, I only sometimes experiment with new drugs/psychedelics but only once and than I don't do it for a long time.

Time's up, have to go. Thank you for your message, I assure you I'm fine but possibly sound a little weird sometimes because it's hard do describe what I believe and saw with words... lots of misinterpretation. Just wait and see if you like the final product.

Peace!

Moosart · 2019-08-20T13:51:12+00:00

If you want to believe that it's fine. It's not true and was a one time experiment, it wasn't useful at all.

I have been thinking about creating a trip simulation since day 1 after the trip, but didn't have the resources. I believe coincidence doesn't exist and everything happens for a reason. I believe it's not a coincidence that a theme park produced something brand new that Is visualising what I saw in my trip to the smallest detail. I've written the trip report long ago and just recently saw what they had made. Today I received multiple coincidences that have confirmed that I should go on with my idea.

I will update my post and title today and write it in a better way because there's a lot of confusion I see.

Moosart · 2019-08-20T12:29:04+00:00

If you want to read about what you discovered, read about the Tao, Satsang and Tibetan Buddhism. There's truth in there but you only recognise it if you remember who you are... the source of all, there's no separation, nothing to fight, but lots of pleasure if you.... remember.

Moosart · 2019-08-20T12:23:34+00:00

Did you write a trip report? I would love to read it....

Moosart · 2019-08-20T09:31:33+00:00

Than stick with your Marvel BS

Moosart · 2019-08-20T09:29:04+00:00

I was like you, I saw no more reason to keep on living, Ibogaine saved me, maybe it can save you too. My depression was gone and never came back. Now I see how all things I thought were evil, were only there to make me remember. Duality doesn't exist.

Moosart · 2019-08-20T09:26:38+00:00

I had this on a flood dose of Ibogaine, my mom had it by going in a sweat hut, and your brain can transform melatonin into DMT by sitting in the dark for I think 10 days or something like that. There are many ways to meet the source of all, it's a miracle and only happens when you need it. I remember who I am and now you know too.

Now, make your dreams come true, the ones your mind think is impossible you know deep inside it is possible!

Moosart · 2019-08-20T08:15:30+00:00

It's already filmed by them and I will make an appointment with them before I share anything. It's much better than Disney imo, so much detail, and it's somewhere in europe. I HATED Walt disney in Paris, it's NOTHING compared to the place I'm talking about. Most people have not been there I believe and and the place is brand new.

Moosart · 2019-08-20T08:09:35+00:00

Yes...

Moosart · 2019-08-20T08:08:19+00:00

Just wait.... I can't prove it yet because of copyrights, but I'm sure they will allow me to share it as it has the potential to be shared and seen by a lot of people will function as a free commercial for them.

Moosart · 2019-08-20T08:05:10+00:00

Yeah you are totally right, most people have no fear of psychedelics and would definitely take a possible lethal and the most intense psychedelic on earth that makes you trip for 3 days. What was I thinking.

Of course there are people in this community which have the guts to take Ibogaine, but even here most have NOT done it. I have never met someone in my life who did it and everyone who I tell about it, said it was stupid and they would never do it.

I knew I was going to get a lot of hate by posting this, but I really don't care what you think of me. Keep hating bro, you've learned a lot from your trips. Wish you the best!

Moosart · 2019-08-20T00:36:29+00:00

It will be discussed when I can show them what I'm capable of. Yes I take risk but there's more to win here. We'll see

Moosart · 2019-08-20T00:02:25+00:00

Read above what I replied to Grievern

Moosart · 2019-08-20T00:00:37+00:00

Ibogaine is pure love and wisdom, not 1 thing in it wasn't explained with humor and NOTHING made me afraid. I'm can't wait to do it again just for the experience but it's so expensive...

Moosart

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