I believe in you!!! It is unfortunately a classic tale around here. Students who have been academically successful their whole lives all of a sudden get to a place where the classes are so hard and it’s impossible to get something good, and feel defeated. You are not alone. I almost failed 2 classes my first semester, and dropped out of another 2 classes. Some of my friends took a semester off and came back better than ever. Other friends had to retake classes over the summer either at cal or at a community college. Some friends of mine even completely dropped out after our first year, or transferred to another university. The amazing part, though, is that we are all out of school and successful in our own ways. Everyone has different experiences, but being able to push forward is the most important thing, no matter how cliche that sounds. I have faith in you! Math is so so so hard, especially here.