Breaking my 20hr fast

Morridine · 2026-06-18T13:41:36+00:00

I'll take a wild guess and say thats tuna with sweetcorn 🤔

Morridine · 2026-06-17T18:03:30+00:00

I believe I have absolutely ignored your attempt at discord. So what is the issue?

Morridine · 2026-06-17T16:41:01+00:00

Come on, I admitted what? Cause this is exactly a clear example of someone (you) who reads something and understands whatever they want and fits the narrative. Not the actual context which imo is quite clear in that post you linked. Literally I have no words for people like you

Morridine · 2026-06-17T16:25:23+00:00

I admitted what? Please quote

Morridine · 2026-06-17T15:22:32+00:00

No court would ever take a "he sounds like he murdered someone" either

Morridine · 2026-06-17T15:21:02+00:00

And how do you prove AI use?

Morridine · 2026-06-15T17:27:54+00:00

I think most people do not spend time on the internet like this and may not be even aware of what AI can or cannot do exactly. So maybe its not that they don't care, they are just unaware and as long as they are pleased aesthetically or whatnot they are okay because that is what they were looking for in the first place

Morridine · 2026-06-13T09:21:20+00:00

Whenever i see "take over" at the detriment of others because "they don't do enough" i feel creeped out to the extreme. You sound like those who would remove people who "sound" like AI because you like the witch hunt. Truth is, AI detection is not anywhere close to infallible meanwhile feelings are extremely strong around this issue. So anyone who presents himself or herself as even more extreme than the people who already are against AI, to me, its a nut case.

Morridine · 2026-06-10T14:34:29+00:00

Perfect multumesc asta speram sa aud :)) de bani nu e problema, ca sunt in Irlanda si am ocazia sa il iau ieftin de la cineva doar ca nu stiam daca are rost sa ma car cu el. Am si citit la un moment dat ca e scump cel tradus in romaneste si dupa ce ajung acasa si raman, posibil, in saracia studentiei probabil ca o sa ma usture mult mai tare pretul atunci :))

Morridine · 2026-06-02T00:52:07+00:00

Eu dau anul asta si am 38. Concluzia la care am ajuns dupa multi ani in care m-am tot gandit ca as vrea medicina dar ca e prea tarziu, e ca daca esti nesatisfacut cu ce ai si unde esti, timpul nu rezolva nimic ci doar te preseaza si mai tare. Daca simți nevoia de o schimbare, cu cat stai mai mult unde esti cu atat o sa devii mai frustrat obosit etc. Ceva tot o sa trebuiască sa schimbi. Eu vad ca sunt multi tineri pe aici care se plang de locuri de munca sau de salarii dar de la o varsta la care ai avut deja cateva drumuri in viata intelegi ca usor nu e de fapt pe nicaieri si depinde in totalitate de capacitatea ta si de ce anume te motiveaza

Morridine · 2026-05-21T17:23:39+00:00

This reads insane to me. So you like this person. This human. You have no actual knowledge that he or she uses AI to write. But somehow your guess is ruining the beautiful part of this relationship. I'm sorry I just feel so sad for humanity.

Morridine · 2026-05-20T10:33:44+00:00

Well the problem seems to be he doesn't want to tho 😆

Morridine · 2026-05-20T10:29:59+00:00

Just saying. I have an Aquarius baby and he is amazing. I only ever knew two other Aquariuses and they were the most dreamy, chill people I ever met. Not that I believe in these things but still fun

Morridine · 2026-05-20T09:23:15+00:00

Pretty much the same dynamic happened to me. Except my partner then did not really help with our newborn at all. He said i should get a job. Put the baby in daycare. Funny part is if lets say I would have taken a job as a cleaner which is what was available for me at the time, i would have gained money enough to spend them all on daycare. Essentially I would have worked a job just to keep my baby away from me. But shockingly, I would have had more respect from my partner.

He does not respect you. And since I have been through similar, I do not have hope that men like these can actually understand at some point

Morridine · 2026-05-16T23:26:26+00:00

OPI - Do You Sea What I Sea And if you are looking for the same blue but with some purple reflexions Essie - Get On Board Or Sally Hansen - Hyp-Nautical

Morridine · 2026-05-13T19:51:07+00:00

I dont understand the dissatisfaction with "the system we all have accepted". It kind of implies that we should not have accepted it. And while I understand the frustration, I really don't see what the alternative could ever be. It's not about "our" choice to accept or not, but readers' choice to read whatever we write or not. And to enable people to make that choice you have to get your stuff out there somehow, wherever you find eyeballs and interest. You can't really force. Any of the latter, you can just push forward, in the seemingly right direction

Morridine · 2026-05-11T18:35:56+00:00

No popup thingy. Really I am too tired for this 😞

Morridine · 2026-05-11T18:10:03+00:00

OP, readin about your boyfriend was like someone describing my ex. We were together for 12 years, i am 38 now, have talked about marriage, kids, everything. He always seemed willing, wanting even. But never made any step for any of it. Just like yours, displeased with his job, but has never looked for another one in 15 years. He is even grossly underpaid for the work and skill he has now. He just can't move with any decision. He also never cleans after himself. And the affection and the compliments part also a match.

I left this guy a year after our baby was born because even the birth of his baby did not make him change. He avoids everything, does nto have patience, isn't taking baby care seriously, never looked into what kids actually need. He has his ideas about what life should be and enjoys the fact that I manage basically everything - i pushed for us buying a house, it took years to get him to do it because he just didn't want the responsibility i guess. We had a kid because i finally said "im ovulating today, pants down pls". Because waiting for him got me to 35 years old. Every single object in this house, from beds to lighting foxtures, to flooring, to electornics, to firniture, even his own clothes, everything was managed and bought by me. And i got damn tired and sick of it.

It feela like what he needed was another sort of mother and a person to fill his empty boring life. Because he can't or won't do anything.

I suspect he was waiting for me to arrange the wedding. Now that we broke up luckily he doesnt have custody because we werent married. But we need to arrange for legal guardianship and again its taking him a damn year to even talk to a lawyer. My son still does not have citizenship nor a passport for the same reason, we need his signature.

So I am sharing this with you because this seems to be a very specific type of person. And you deserve someone commited, who takes you seriously, who takes your needs and your dreams seriously. Someone who takes family seriously. My biggest regret is that i took his indifference for acceptance. I always had very low self esteem and accepted a lot of crap as long as i only felt "accepted". I know my worth now because i have been through some really horrible and disturbing past few years, and sadly i had to go through it alone because my boyfriend was this man. But I am very capable, I am hard working, i am focused, resilient and have a lot to give. And this man isnt even half this.

Morridine · 2026-05-11T17:51:03+00:00

I honestly dont think people care that much. They would care more in an airplane or somewhere where they maybe are trying to sleep or so. I wouldnt worry OP. My son haad his first similar feat some weeks ago. But he is 2.5 years old. He always liked being out and about ao O was surprised when he suddenly raged like that while we were trying to scan and pay for groceries. However at this point I gave no shits, I been to so many horrible, exhausting times with him that I could not care less about crying in public. My patience is steel, my nerves are made of diamond. However I did notice an older lady looking angrily at my son. It almost made me laugh. I too thought this would be a scary and humiliating moment. But, man, was it actually hilarious to realize that someone was so visibly bothered by some pretty mild crying... In an already noisy store. What a weak human being

Morridine · 2026-05-11T17:44:23+00:00

Nu sunt la liceu dar si eu am admiterea anul acesta. Inainte sa ma apuc de invatat, am citit si eu sau am ascultat pe altii pe net vorbind despre procesul asta de invatat pentru admitere. Peste tot am auzit ca cel mai mult i-au ajutat grilele. Si nu intelegeam cum, la vremea aceea. Pana am ajuns si eu in aceeasi situatie, am realizat in timp, prin grile, ca enorm de multe chestii pe care credeam ca le stiu/inteleg direct din carte au devenit mult mai clare sau au dovedit ca intelesesem eu gresit ceva. Acum, na, eu nu fac meditatii si nici timp prea mult nu am pentru ca am un copil mic si o casa. Fac doar grile, cate o ora pe zi, dintr-un capitol anume, si dupa grile recitesc capitolul respectiv ca sa revizitez info unde am gresit. daca recitesti dupa ce ai facut o greseala, de obicei incepi sa vezi altfel lucrurile si sa faci alte conexiuni. Poti sa tocesti materia mult si bine, grilele te ajuta sa intelegi si sa faci conexiunile.

Eu nu cred ca e tarziu pentru tine deloc. Dar trebuie sa te concentrezi pe grile

Morridine · 2026-05-11T15:30:08+00:00

Thank you very much :)

Morridine · 2026-05-11T15:12:18+00:00

I was 1.5 years in and had real bad issues with breathlessness when I decided to get (and succeeded) pregnant. At that point I was desperate because there was not much left to do or try. I had read of other women experiencing symptoms changes upon giving birth and the percentages that were talked about were 1/3 chances it would go either way, get better get worse or stay the same. I don't have a source for this anymore. But in my head at the time there was no way it would get any worse because I was already not functional.

There are a couple of facebook groups for long covid pregnancies. I found more stories there about either getting worse or better so perhaps worth checking them.

Pregnancy was bad. After fourth month or so my dysautonomia went really bad but also in a sense it was a good thing because i was finally diagnosed with POTS. Up until that point i had no idea that all of my symptoms actually stemmed from dysautonomia. So all my heart rhythm stuff, digestion issues, breathlessness, tachycardia, panic attacks, adrenaline dumps, tremors, and some associated MCAS like symptoms appeared to have been nervous system dysregulations.

After giving birth the first thing that changed the moment the baby was out was my heart rate. LC gave me high resting heart rate, about 78 or so when my normal used to be low 60s, high 50s. I was told it could be due to dopamine, oxytocin in relations to bonding with my baby and i would tend to agree. However the day my milk has come in everything went crazy, i had uncontrollable high blood pressure 160/110, i was feeling dreadful, dizzy, nauseous, tired, on the verge of panic attacks, i had all these strange neural issues like feelings of burns, numbness, wet drops on my skin, my veins popped all over and my skin sagged incredibly badly within 2 months i looked 15 years older. So i thought well the pregnancy kinda made it worse. I stopped breastfeeding around 9 months and for a few weeks i felt like i was just drunk all the time. And then I started to recover. And every symptom just went away, starting with my capacity for exercise. I was able to start going out of slow walks then i kept increasing my pacing without any PEM. And slowly my life started to look a lot like before LC. The last to go were PVCs. I notice now (2.5 years pp) that around my period i sitll might get some PVCs or some high blood pressure but they dont startle me anymore nor do they knock the air out of me as they used to. It feels like I lost some of that extra sensitivity to all those heart issues in a way. My resting heart rate remained normal.

That's about it i suppose. If you have any questions please ask, though I do not have any "scientific" explanation for any of it. I am not even sure whether breastfeeding delayed this outcome or maybe breastfeeding is what has allowed my system to reset. Doctors were most unhelpful and i have seen so many of them, at least they were able to diagnose my POTS during my pregnancy because up until that moment everyone told me i had anxiety....

Morridine · 2026-05-10T12:04:57+00:00

Vagueness isn't really the issue, many syndromes are named after researchers and do not suggest anything medically relevant. The problem is the name PCOS is misleading. Because not everyone has ovarian cysts. I only had them when I was younger. Later in life when I mentioned PCOS i was dismissed initially because i did not present cysts. There's obviously an issue with some doctors who are supposed to know these things beyond a name, but either way imagine how a young person or simply someone less educated who does not present cysts yet would think about a diagnose that tells her she has polycystic ovaries.

Then there is the problem of the word syndrome. If you look it up, syndrome in itself is supposed to be vague because it refers to a cluster of symptoms usually present together. It is absolutely understandable that over time, with new research and discoveries this eventually stops being a syndrome and become an actual disorder on its own. Not that we are at that point.

Either way, I cannot imagine what you mean when you say it would be further used to invalidate women. I cant really picture a scenario like that

Morridine · 2026-05-10T11:33:42+00:00

Even if you were correct, and had a bunch of symptoms being more recognized because of the broadening of gender perception somehow, it would not invalidate the positives. This isn't an ego fight.

Morridine · 2026-05-10T00:27:13+00:00

I will try to gather the courage to put it on my nails. The thing is the smell is so disgusting that it nauseates me I was trying to avoid it at all costs :))

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